Sep 14 2024, 11:19 AM

Okay the fact I still remember my login 9 years later is actually crazy. Hello world!!

Mar 12 2016, 07:12 PM

I actually forgot I had this ;-; Like HOW COULD I HAVR FORGOTTEN!? ;-;-;-;;-; CRI

Nov 28 2015, 09:28 PM

Either I kill someone... Or I kill myself...

Nov 21 2015, 04:58 PM

Let me tell you about a game I play Where I close my eyes and fade away I float away to a special place Beyond the stars and moon and space In this special place you see There are only two people - just you and me In this place, all is right Nothing but love, and we never fight In this place, there is no sadness No cells, no courts, none of that madness No rules to follow, no laws to break No bars to hold us or separate No one to tell us we can't kiss or touch I don't just tell you "I love you" - I show you how much But eventually the game must end My eyes must open, and reality sets in But someday soon - I'm not sure when I will close my eyes and play my game again

Nov 08 2015, 08:24 AM

The acid I drink, eats away at my nerves, whilst blackening them like ash! Death staring me in the face, as chaotic words from my demons screech through my bones.

Nov 01 2015, 04:47 PM

Even more poetry :p Dear Mother, I'm sorry for the bother I promise I'll be good I promise everything will be as it should I'm proud to say I'm gone Writing suicide notes and so on I never really understood life But maybe I should Emo fag, Scene kid drag, Playing with the knife on my wrist Is just simple practice I'd hate to be you and father when you find this I realize if I'm dead, Everything I wrote in here will be in your head Just to let you know What's on my mind Writing suicide notes all the time Never having the guts to try

Nov 01 2015, 04:47 PM

More poetry.. From start to finish I wonder why The cuts look good in this messed up lie The blood that trickles down my arm People all stare at the girl who self-harms:- "The emo" they call me I turn to my name They act out slicing their wrists I hang my head in shame I can't help my feelings Of being alone I hide myself for the day Just longing to go home I sprawl on my bed With my razor in hand And take myself away To a much better land I stare in the mirror And let myself cry Looking forward to the day That I finally die

Oct 21 2015, 12:13 PM

Another peice of poetry.. Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don't need you anymore... Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull... ...Now just a memory that's faded and dull.

Oct 21 2015, 01:16 AM

Sorry about posting loadssssss of poems :p I just adore sharing my poetry c: Don't judge :^) i want to be gone my life has last way to long i try and try as i might i try and try all through the night i pray to lord for the next day not to awake i pray that i would magicly drown in a lake i want to slit my wrists but i cant and i ball my hand into fists i want to be dead gone, out of sight. you may think this as a lie, but i know its only right to stop causing others pain since there wrapped up in there life chain i want to be dead if you only knew its not pretend if you had any clue what i go through i want to die float up to the sky and i wont be worried i will lay on earth burried

Oct 21 2015, 12:09 AM

I'm not any good at poetry.. But here is one of my many poems :p I wish I could admit things Even if it's all just a lie Sometimes I wish I could forget things But memories never die I let myself drown in insanity I can't find my personality A demon has taken over It's like I'm drunk but sober The world around me twists and turns My heart inside me bleeds and burns The people I thought I knew Have turned against me, I had no clue I can't remember the days or the past But it doesn't matter, my days here won't last You see, I've got something on my mind Something known as suicide A solution for the one I cannot find Just to put my life aside A solution for the problem I cannot solve When everything around me seems to dissolve Should I be a friend and care in return? Or should my emotions simmer and burn? Why does this even matter really? It's just stupid and silly I sit around as life continues My life is pointless, there is no use I'm tired of trying Yeah, I'm smiling But inside I'm dying I must be lying