I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all my...childish fears..and if you have to leave..I with that you would just leave <3 My Immoral, by Evanescence
1) I got my first band merch today. Traded it for my Nike band. It's an Asking Alexandria wristband. And it's awesome.
2) I still am having difficulties with my crush, because he just doesn't seem interested in me. Ya know.
3) I am slowly transitioning now. I signed up to get a free chest binder from a company online, now I'm saving to buy one for $5. So I'm thinking life isn't so bad anymore.
So I told my teachers about being trans, and most of them said they will support me the entire time and will be there if I need to talk. So yay
Still waiting on a few others to respond or possibly say something in school, but as long as they don't ignore, I'm okay with it.
And btw Insomni you're a bagel just because u.u
So today I found out I am going to go through my transition from female to male. I thought about this for about 6 months straight. I think it's time I start being more like myself and less like who everyone wants me to be.
I will do what I feel is right.
But I do thank all the people who do support me. You guys are ones I will remember when I start the change, physically and mentally.
I have no clue what to do right now.
They talk to me often, but hasn't been talking to me as much.
I really like them, but I don't think they know.
We're supposed to talk on Skype again this weekend, but I don't know if they want to or if I was strong on them.
We enjoy talking, but I think that I'm just being a bother.
I want them to be happy, but I want a chance with them, just once.
Do I let them go, or try to let them like me for who I really am?
I quit this site. Sorry to say it, but I'm done with peoples' bullshit. I'll be back in March to reapply for mod, but if I don't get mod then oh well, I'll only log on periodically for certain people.
Leave profile comments, profile pm, journal comments, anything honestly. I won't be in the chat unless I'm there for a certain person or people.
Until March, I say bye chat dickbagels.
Guess I have no use to be here on this site anymore. No one says hi to me anymore. I don't even get acknowledged by my own friends anymore. I guess it's time I leave the site?
So I guess this is goodbye for a while soemo. If you don't even talk to me here, don't bother saying hi to me on any other social media.
https://www.soemo.co.uk/users/DatDamonKid/
Damon Fizzy from YouTube has an account here.
Unless this is fake, I am actually very, very, very surprised he has an account here.
:I Soooooooooooooo I cut my hair, I doubt I'll be posting any pics of it any time soon.
If anyone sees CaptainCrombie, SebbyTheTurtle, Extremaddict, or InsomniZaeda, please tell them I say hi. I miss them a lot right now.
I just hope I get to keep this site if I appeal to my mom's better nature, but until then, I'll miss you 4. I hope to get in contact with you guys soon.
Thank you friends for being there for me.
So I'm getting this site blocked. I'm sorry guys. I really am. I have failed you all miserably.
werewolfgonemad@gmail.com
doodle058@gmail.com
Please email me if I don't seem to contact you anytime soon.
I love you guys.
