Oct 16 2014, 07:51 AM

Hey guys!!!!!! So here's my first vocal cover!!!!!!!!!! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KPZFEbBY5j4 I hope you guys like it If you do please like and comment And there's more coming so subscribe too ^^ And this is a song I wrote myself ^^ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WPkBZEulrgc Thank you in advance <333333333333

Mar 25 2014, 05:37 AM

EVERYTHING I AM: EVERYTHING IM NOT: - Stupid. - Perfect - Ugly - Psychotic - Morose - Overdramatic - Pathetic - Trash - Worthless - Freaky - Untalented - Fat - Naive - Childish - Gullible

Feb 20 2014, 08:27 AM

It's Just That Day Today's that day where, everything goes wrong and only the bad things happen; nothing good ever shows itself to give me that tiny ounce of "You can still move on". Todays that day where, it's like only hell exists and God is such a bullshit lie. Today's that day where, I'm so empty inside, it feels like its an abyss. Today's that day where, everyone that hates me seems to notice me even more than usual and they feel they need to release it... On me. Today's that day where, breathing feels like such a sin and aches with every second my heart beats. Today's that day where, I know nothing will ever make anything better. Today's that day where, I look at the world as the biggest regret and mistake. Today's that day where, my friend feels like my enemy. Today's that day where, my heart turns into a bruised hole. Today's that day where, someone tries to make me happy its like I'm being chained up and whipped. Today's that day where, I feel I've finally broke and there's nothing to fix it. Today's that day where, I realize my hopes and dreams are exactly what they are; fake. Today's that day where, I know Grim is watching and waiting for that misstep. Today's that day where, all the laughs sound like screams and every smile is just another stabbing reminder. Today's that day where, I feel like my whole life is grey. Today's that day where, I wish I didn't exist. Today's that day where, I wish I would just drop dead. Today's that day where, my tears turns to blood and white anger. Today's that day where, I'm so close to that point of insanity and that one slight movement turns you into my killing game. Today's that day where, just a tap will send me into a meltdown. Today's that day where, when I snap and I'm the last thing you see. Today's that day where, that knife is just soo tempting. Today's that day where, you took my heart and tore it in two. I'll make today the day where I finally, just end it all, get it over with, and disappear. I'll make today that day where, I'm finally not scared to pull it. I'll make today the day where, wanting you back is to die for.

Feb 04 2014, 06:49 AM

I'm not pretty I'm not skinny I'm not awesome I'm not funny I'm not creative I'm not nice I'm not talented I'm not perfect So live with the facts And open your eyes See the truth in the light I'm everything opposite Of what you say And those who hate me Will have their day I know who I am So it's not worth your breath to lie I know what I am I'll never change I'll never try Cut the crap And try to the truth I'm someone who will never Ever Believe you

Feb 03 2014, 05:42 AM

Another ATTEMPT failed ONCE AGAIN

Jan 21 2014, 10:04 AM

How does heartbreak feel? In a vague, brief description, heartbreak feels like being run through by a wooden stake then having very slowly pulled out. Then after being slowly cut open, your ribs are torn out and you heart is ripped out its belonging place then thrown in a fire, all while you are awake, and witnessing and feeling every second of that torture and pain. That's how it feels... But one day I'll make you feel this pain for real.

Jan 21 2014, 07:06 AM

Why would you say "I love you", when you dont even mean it? Why would you lie, just to make yourself feel better? Why would you say it, when you know that every time you do, i fall father down And then when it's over, I cant get back out of the hole you dug and pushed me into. In the end, i tried to give you everything and let you in so deep. But all you left me with was dust where my heart is supposed to be.

Nov 22 2013, 12:02 PM

I feel so guilty right now...

Nov 15 2013, 08:51 AM

Bullies don't like emos cause they aren't like them..... That's y i ended up in the hospital the other day... Why? Well, swirlies aren't fun first of all They really aren't Am i really such a alien that i deserve this pain from them What did i ever do so wrong for them to want to hurt me so bad? Please tell me Am i really a psycho? Am i really such a bad person? Do i need to go to hell? Why the fuck am i even alive? Do i need to be hurt more often? Does being mentally sick make me evil? Tell me Please tell me Do i even deserve to be alive?

Oct 28 2013, 08:02 AM

THIS IS FOR MY DAD!! YOU BITCH!!!! I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you More than you'll ever know I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you Those are the only words you'll get from me Never "I love you" Never " Please" and/or "Thank You" Cause guess what Bitch I don't respect you Again and again I'll hate you over and over You'll never make up for the pain you made me feel And I'll never recover and never heal You killed me from the inside out It's something that your cruel, black heart will never figure out I hate being related to you I hate being being around you When all you do is put me down and make me cry from the inside You hate that i'm emo But what you don't understand is that i was born with it And it's petty much your fault you fucking jackass For making me this way But one day you're going to hell And you're gonna pay