What can i say, What can i do,
This is who i am and i'm hurting you, What can i say, What can i do,
No matter how strong my feelings are, I always end up hurting you. What Can I Say, by Dead By April
Tyler (Scruffles)
26 / Male / Ontario, Canada
Bisexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Sep 05, 2013
Last online:
Dec 30, 2018
Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)
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About Me
Hi, is me, Scruffles =^.^= its nice to meet ya'! c:
im a random, wierd, and wordy guy, im six foot something er' other ^-^
im a cat guy not a dog guy, and i am indeed a Bisexual. i spend a lot of my time at home, on here YAY SoEmo! or on Scenekids c:
I can be a rather friendly guy, i like to keep my exs as close friends, i dont like making enemies of my once friends, tho thats how it always is :c anyway, i like people, if i can help them when they need my help, and if i can talk to them when i need help so ya. im an easy friend, so add me please :3
Add me on FB, Stalk me on SK, and Fallow me on IG ^-^ Thank you <3
Favourite Music
Escape The Fate.
Falling In Reverse. Hollywood Undead. Sleeping With Sirens. Pierce The Veil.
Celldweller.
Blue Stahli.
Excision.
ect, ect, ect, c:
Favourite Films / TV / Books
!!!ANIME!!!
and umm... Bones, Criminal Minds, CSI NY, mostly crime shows.
and also my personal favorite... SUPERNATURAL!
i dont read very often, but i have read the Hunger Games and The Girl With A Dragon Tattoo.
Education / Occupation
Home School XD
Who I'd Like To Meet
People... with like, eyes, and like, a noise, and maybe even a mouth! :o
goddamn it :/
this shit keeps getting worse, and worse, and worse :(
my guts keep turning and i can't stop it >.<
goddamn it i need some advice :(
i need to get rid of these goddamn memories, and this trust issue...
i love feeling like I can trust someone only to see something that makes me think "oh, how lovely, looks like they've been bullshitting me" so. now I'm not even gonna try anymore.
you want my trust back?
you want to talk to me?
you look at what pissed me off, and upset me.
and put new cuts all over me.
and you think to yourself for a moment.
and when you realize why I'm done, we can talk again.
but till then.
forget it
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It's funny how easy it is to turn my stomach, put it in knots. and piss me off, I love how I feel like I trusted you, and then I see what I see and this is how im gonna react. the perfect end to my shitty ass day, thanks for that. and you know who you are when I say this.
you kick the ladder from under my feet,
you let me fall from fifty feet,
you watch and laughed at me like any other,
i can't believe i called you my father...
i came back to you, opened that door, and said i miss you.
i still love you, more then you'll ever know, but now that door, it needs to be closed.
i said i miss you, i said i love you, and i meant that i do.
i didn't expect you to turn around and go to another...
i didn't know we would do this again...
i love you more then anything, it's why i re-opened the door...
why i let down the wall i put up around myself to keep away from you...
but now we've slammed the door, and i got all new bricks... im putting my wall up again, and putting a new lock on.
i said i love you... but goodbye works just as good as saying anything else...