It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching for any sign
Of the ones he used to love..
He says he\'s got nothing left to live for
(He says he\'s got nothing left...)
And this time I think you\'ll know.. You're Not Alone, by Saosin
✖GIANN † NNAIG✖
29 / Male / In chanty's bed ;), United States
Pansexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Jul 11, 2013
Last online:
Nov 11, 2019
Current rating: 9.0/10 (2 votes cast)
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About Me
Note to you: If I claim you. I own you. you're no one elses. I dont like to share.
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Couples that start from the mutual love of first sight
when I first met her it was a years ago when I had my 1st E.w account.. I noticed someone added me a girl called "UnknownCorpse" . I thought off "omfg theres a Perfect girl added me!" >.> but its not even just her looks, her personality is absolutely impeccable. From the first time we talked to each other, she was absolutely funny and we automatically became friends. I swear it was love at first sight, shes was AshdjsdhfdhfuckkinAMAZING. when I start talking to her. we both have so much things in common and I knew she had to be mine... I relised we we're both in relationships at that time. I was taken by a girl.. named ciara she seemed like a nice girl and I thought she was the one..But no.. I was wrong... she FAKED it and oooh what a liar!! she broke my heart into pieces. at that time I was deeply depressed, me and Chanty became bestfriends and we talked and made me feel happier and she made me realised my life is worth living for, and gave me reasons to put the blades and knives down. Then I relised I didn't stop loving her for a second, so when Chanty and her ex split up, Chanty was on the verge of destruction. I was there for her and didn't let her fall down. So for days we spent talking to each other, It was the best time of my life. I wouldn't let anyone hurt her again and so I decided to go for the girl I knew I loved (Chanty). I said to myself "you know what? im going to tell her before someone else does", I told her I had a BIG crush and expressed my feelings for her and she told me the same, I was trilled we stayed best friends for a while untill the day of febuary where I asked her to be my mine (SHE SAID YES! (: <3) since then I dont think I've loved anyone as much as I love her. shes perfect and shes my everything :*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chanty is perf. If you hurt her I'll make you perish, The last fucking minutes of your life you better cherish, I'll tear down your gates and rip through the wind, Theres no stopping me from entering within, I'll kick you down from your throan and penetrate your chest with my blade, Then I will lean down and spit in your face, And whisper the words its time for you to pay!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Love is when you feel something for someone when all you think about is them, love is a song that you cant get out of your head, when that person smiles your whole world flips and your happy because there happy when you look at them and they look away fast so you dont notice there stare when there hand fits perfectly in yours when you cant live without them, and when you hug them your arms fit perfectly around them and when you feel complete like nothing can change how happy you are Love when you stand out in the rain telling them that you love them and kiss them not caring where you are just in there arms where you can tell them how you feel and they tell you they feel the same or when your down in tears they know how to cheer you up, when they tell you nothing else matters and marries you and spends the rest of there life with you and even if you argue you make up..
thats what love is and thats what I want and have <3
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Hey you Hi im Giann And I see you I see you crying every night because you're afraid I see you unscrewing the screws on sharpeners so you can use the blade I see you skipping those meals because you think you're fat Just stop whatever you're doing right now and breathe Take a deep breath, than another you are beautiful has anyone told you that lately? And theres something more important; you are strong sometimes it feels like you're not. Maybe even most of the time. But please dont forget : you're stronger than you know Everyday you wake up, no matter what. No matter what you've gone through, you wake up in the morning. Take a second and appreciate that. After all these months years you still have hope maybe its buried inside you. Maybe that sounds fucking stupid But you keep going every fucking day and that makes you fucking incredible but breathe today breathe right now sometimes things are too much. Thats okay. There will be times when you want to break down and cry. times when you want to fall asleep and never wake up again. That doesn't make you weak. That makes you human And thats beautiful too. That after everything you've been through, you can still feel Never underestimate that. Because you know what that means? that means theres hope It means that you'll feel love and happiness. pride and joy. It means you're still alive. but more than that; it means you're still living stay strong. Stay beautiful never stop feeling. just breathe. Hi my name is Giann. and I see you. I see you smiling I see you happy I see you alive and I love it. ~Giann. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have to be honest when I say this, but it saddens me to see how self harm has come to be in an entertainment manner. Basically anything a person suffers through gets turned into something that makes it sound like its not serious or for amusement. People who laugh about self harm by saying "I bet they do it for attention." People who laugh about anorexia/bulimia by saying "Look how cute they try attempting to fit in. You'll never be skinny." People who laugh about those who get abused or hurt by others physically or verbally by saying "Well its their fault for allowing the people to say harsh words. They could have ignored it." People who laugh about depression by saying "Depression isn't so bad compared to what others are living with. They should stop complaining." People who laugh at those with suicidal thoughts by saying "You sound like an attention seeker. If you wanted to die so much, why haven't you done it yet?"
Sorry this part seems dark, but I really wanted to get this message out. People suffer through these kind of situations and laughing/insulting about it doesn't help them at all. A lot of times, it brings a person down even more. So please to anyone reading this, if you see someone going through a hard time, dont joke about their situation. dont make it something that can be used as entertainment or to laugh at. People get affected/hurt by words.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Why am I wearing this stupid human suit?
Pls.! dont tell me how much you love the same band as me, bc I will fall in love with you and hate myself forever.
You know what Annabelle? your face is my favourite face of all the faces in the universe.
But Gio I lost my eyeliner, can I borrow yours?
I lost mine too.. hey I like your band shirt, Lets make out?
No I want to cry in the corner.
You're too hot to be sad.
No! I want to cut.
lets just cuddle & listen to SWS?
What I want is someone to join me and cry in the corner..
I've got the razors if you've got the arms.
*Slits...slits...slits..* Omf im bleeding everywhere!! I feel alive!
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I MIGHT BE UGLY, BUT MY MUSIC TASTE IS BEAUTIFUL.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
And many more....
Education / Occupation
Education?
Where we are going!?School? Fuck school,lets start a band.
Did you enjoy my pain?
You were the reason for my depression and suicide attempts
My life was tormented by nightmares
Nightmares that became my reality!
Do you feel nothing for what you've done?
I trusted you, you plotted my demise.
You said you cared, that was a lie
A lie that almost destroyed my vary soul!
Did you mean to make me suffer?
I was helpless in a dark abyss
Years passed, it grew and grew
Nurtured by a continuously growing sorrow!
Now, I look at my life and wonder.
Is life worth all my pain and sorrow?
My being was twisted by your selfishness
My understanding of life was different than any others
They saw torment, I saw pleasure!
I wished for my salvation
Now I wish for you to suffer
May you love the feeling of being tormented
I'd love to see the scars upon your skin
And the scars upon your vary soul!
If you only knew the real me now
You would cry, but yet love me for who I've become
I still cling to the hope of becoming something
You never were nor will you ever be.
A loving person!
