Nov 30 2013, 06:18 PM

Ugh! My day gets even worse!:( these freaking rumors spreading about me comes back and haunts me even more like at home! Like really wtf!?!? I'm really about done! I'm tired of cutting and seeing blood every around me I just wanna go and leave and never come back life hates me!:(

Nov 29 2013, 11:37 PM

I woke up again feeling this sharp pain in my chest. I keep having this dream that I'm getting left behind and being torn apart from different people. It's dark and I can't see who the faces are so all I do is scream for help but no one answers and the I wake up. This is like the 5th time I have woken up with week crying and wishing it would go away but I just have to face reality I guess and move on with my life:/ I've been depressed for about two months straight now from loosing my best friend Hannah. I've been lost. She was my only friend and now I have none. People confuse me I guess... Am I the only one that feels this way? If not message or post a comment so I won't feel so alone thank you I would like to get to know anyone that is willing to get to know me anyways goodnight:) ~_xxashxx_~