About Me

I enjoy being who I am, never changing for anyone. I have seen more then most people have my age, and walked many miles in different shoes. I walk with a cool purpose in my step and a logical thought in my mind. My heart has currently betrayed me and my promises to myself, but that will no longer be ignored. I embrace the fact of being uneffected by the majority of people and their Pathetic Bullsh*t. I am a seeker of knowledge... I respect others based upon their respect for me. I help those that ask and those that don't. I respect power and strive to attain it. I don't believe in undermining people to achieve my goals... I earn them through hard work and tenacity. I Love!!!... and dislike!!!... but never ever hate!!!... If you insult me or bash... I don't answer because I try to give, discover, highlight... the best of me and I don't give much interest to the bad side... Not for others but for myself first... This doesn't mean I don't have my evil side like all Humans. And I'm honest about these BAD sides of my personality... I usually critisize myself!!! not to give much chance to people's critics... I don't rely on other people's experiences, I took everything as it is and see what will happen... I'm selfish in doing that! I'm also selfish in relying on ME in taking my decisions... I've no fear of anything, any Human, The unknown... But I fear GOD. This so special "FEAR" is expressed in everything I'm doing... I help people!!! I give!!! It doesn't matter if I'm not given or if I don't take... I don't wait for rewards... Even I'd get Bad Feedbacks or "rewards" I keep helping... I'm both sensitive and sensible!!! When I get hurt!!! I don't cry often!!! I'm melancholic of some kind!!! I'm Friendly, Polite, Respectful no matter who's in front of me!!! I forgive everything/Everyone but never forget!!! Because it did happen, it's history, we cannot erase it!!! I'm a Writer and Philosopher. Artist and Friend. Lover and fighter. I try to be honest and straightforward at all times. I'm Openminded and Opinionated. I care for many but Trust few. I'm a Counselor and a Healer I'm Trustworthy and Loyal to those who are loyal to me. I don't forgive easily, and am at times Vengeful. I'm Outgoing and Shy, Confident yet Insecure. I'm deep yet easy going. I live for the moment, not for the past. I'm a risk taker and adrenaline junkie. A walking catastrophe yet at times graceful. I'm musically inclined. I'm Intelligent but tend to slack. I enjoy a good challenge. Love learning about new things. I'm willing to try almost anything onve. With a wisdom and common sense of many centuries within me as I am an old soul, I experience LIFE. Granted I make mistakes, I chose wrong paths, but only in the matters of the HEART, as it seems I still need to grow in that area in this Lifetime. Numbness is also a part of me, as pain and sorrow are my companions. I see death before He strikes, and I can glimpse into a person's past. :p I have the uncanny ability to look past other's walls and peer into their emotions. I also create Music, allowing the flow of the melody to consume my worries and thoughts. Time melts away, and nothing else matters more to me. Music is my True Love for all time. If Music were a Woman, I would never need anything else. I prefer to be ALONE most of the time. I have no other reason to exist. This is WHO I AM.
STAY AWAY FROM ME FUCKING RETARDED!!!

Favourite Music

Hawthorne Heights,Augustana, Boys Like Girls, Secondhand Serenade, Dashboard Confessional, THe All American Rejects, FM Static, Vertical Horizon, Blink 182, Brand New, Paramore, LifeHouse, The Script, Amber Pacific, 30 Seconds To Mars, Avenged SEvenfold, Breaking Benjamin, Fall Out Boys, Hinder, Nickleback, My Chemical Romance, The Red Jumpsuit Appratus, The Used, Story Of The Year, Greenday, Saosin, Maroon 5, Plain White T's, From First To Last.

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Favourite Films / TV / Books

Mute Show...^_^ I dont like books!

Education / Occupation

F*cktard

Who I'd Like To Meet

Emo GirLZ!

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