About Me

Now I lay me down to sleep, a bottle of vodka at my feet, if I shall die before I wake tell my friends I drank it straight. Deidra leighann jones. 16. I’m tired of struggling so hard to not let my mind/thoughts get the best of me. My insecurities; I just want them to go away. My fears, constantly worried about anything and everything. I sit and write pages of pages in my journal that make me seem like I’m going crazy. It’s never enough. I don’t get it. I don’t understand the racing thoughts, the shaking, the jealousy, etc. Too many things fluster me. People here have been telling me I’m good at disappearing. It’s nice to know they’ve noticed. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right

(¯`v´loves my friends:) ♥
Sometimes it’s better to be alone.
Nobody can hurt you that way.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again.
Skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts
-im me myself and i
-love being with people that care about me
-hate liers,cheaters
-i look like im emo
-im still trying to stop cuting myself
-i dont like people telling me what to do(thats why im in trouble)
-i love being me and noone can change me
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S(HE) BE(LIE)VE(D)
Don't let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future
ruin the happiness of your present.

Favourite Music

All That Remains
3OH!3 Linkin Park
Green Day  Boys Like Girls Simple Plan Blink-182 My Electric Heart We Are Defiance Slash Pink Floyd Blessed by a Burden Falling In ReverseMy Woshin Mashin John 00 Fleming Lelia Broussard Carosel Falling For A Fake Escape The Fate Blood Addiction(Ammborsia)As I Lay Dying Officia lBRING ME THE HORIZON Breaking Benjamin whitechapel Never Shout Never Escape the Fate A Day To Remember Alesana The Devil Wears Prada (Band)Suicide Silence Miss May I System of a Down Hinder Music Official Blink-182Amy Wine house August Burns Red Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Sick Puppies Thy Art Is Murder And Then I Turned Seven  Korn Guns N' Roses   NirvanaI In the Midst of Lions Millionaires Bullet for My Valentine Attack Attack!.Slipknot Boom Boom Satellites Asking Alexandria  Disturbed The Rolling StonesThe Beatles  Never Shout Never Hollywood Undead  Fall Out Boy Secondhand Serenade Metallica Avenged Sevenfold Three Days Grace  Bob Marley Paramore Katy Perry Avril Lavigne Owl City,

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It's Kind of a Funny Story Tangled Harry Potter Red Riding Hood Grown Ups Shrek Sweeny Todd Twilight: Breaking Dawn The Nightmare Before Christmas The Corpse Bride The Haunting in Connecticut"Big Momma's Movies Disney Pixar The Blind Side Finding Nemo Disney Toy Story Buddy The Elf Step Brothers Titanic I Am Number Four Dear John Paranormal Activity Easy A Alice in Wonderland TronEpic Movie Official Vampires Suck Movie Cirque du Freak Odyssey Crank Burned Breaking Dawn Twilight Saga Harry Potter Krazy White Girl Dont Read The Time Traveler's Wife The True Believer His Dark Materials Impulse GlassThe Chronicles of Vladimir TodVampire Chronicles Eclipse

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