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Courtney Chapman
26 / Female / Kentucky, United States
Pansexual / Single & Looking with DavudFRARF
Member since: Feb 22, 2015
Last online: Jul 16, 2015

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me

Soooo idk how often I can get on here. So heres all my social media!! 😃 Instagram: Immortalsuicide2803 Kik: Sweetness.love.me. Snapchat: yournightmare79 Skype: Monsterinyourcloset1231 Twitter: MissMayISmile08 Facebook: Courtney Manson Radke Tumblr: Dropdead-monsterr

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Attila Acrania Chelsea Grin Asking Alexandria Bmth Botdf Breathe Carolina Framing Hanley PTV Sws Bvb Bfmv Miw A7x +more

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Who I'd Like To Meet

Band members. So far I've met Jeffree Star and Ronnie Radke. And I've had conversations with Danny Disastr and Shaun McCoy. I've gotten autographs from Jeffree Star, Ronnie Radke, and Shaun McCoy.

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Jun 07 2015, 11:01 AM
My anxiety is back and my depression is as bad as it was before. I over think everything and I'm so scared of losing David. I don't want him to get tired of me. He's still coming to see me soon. I'm excited about that a lot. I miss him every day. I try not to put all my problems off on him but where I think too much, I don't know if I am or not. Ugh...
May 28 2015, 07:12 PM
I'm not so depressed anymore. And my anxiety is like.. Almost gone. Now it's mostly social anxiety and shit. David has helped me through so much... He has literally saved my life. If not for him, I'd be dead. He keeps me happy. I'm so in love with him and I fall more and more every day. I can't wait to see him. 💕 I think he's the one. He puts up with all my shit too lol. He sings to me when I'm scared or crying.
May 16 2015, 12:11 PM
I've been really depressed lately. I don't have any friends or anything. I did go to the Military Ball.... I left about 30 minutes in because I was crying. No one wanted to talk to me. I still love David. He's coming to see me for about a week in June. I love him so much. I can't wait to see him. I think things will get better for me when he gets here.
Mar 20 2015, 07:08 AM
So.. I'm sick of all my "friends" at school. They're so fucking fake. I literally hate them.. I hate Ashland. I hate this school. Ugh.. I want to go to Maryland so bad. It seems so much better there.
Mar 06 2015, 06:49 PM
So I've fallen for David. I love him so much. He is beyond perfect. However, we're still not together. He has a girlfriend😞 but I'm fine with having a crush on him for now.. Hopefully he'll give me a chance one day 😊 He is my dream boyfriend. I don't even mind that he lives a little over 7 hours away from me. Cx
Mar 05 2015, 02:17 PM
So I have a major crush on this guy named David.. But he lives in Maryland and I live in Kentucky. That's only about 7 1/2 hours apart. But I don't have the money to go see him. Annnnnd he got a girlfriend. 💔
Mar 04 2015, 05:04 PM
Well... For the past two days I've come home from school and went straight to sleep. I'm really depressed lately. I'm trying to do better in school though. So today I stayed after school to finish my research paper on Teen Suicide. I got it finished but then the librarian wanted to go home so I had to rush to get it printed. My mom was supposed to pick me up at 4 but of course was late. So I was walking to Dairy Queen (like a block away from my school) so that I wouldn't be stuck at school. It was cold as fuck and was pouring rain. So my mom picked me up before I even got there. She gave me her credit card and told my cousin and I to get us some candy. Upon walking into the shop, this guy I know yelled at me to go home. This happens a lot. But long story short, I didn't find any good candy so I got settled with nothing.
Mar 01 2015, 12:55 PM
So I'm really stressed about the military ball... I need a date but no one here likes me... I don't want to go alone. 💔
Feb 27 2015, 05:31 PM
So I actually hung out with someone today... His name is Ian. I've had a crush on him for 2 years. But I never felt like I had a chance with him. Anyway, I asked him to the military ball.... And no. He has a girlfriend. 💔 pretty upset tbh.
Feb 27 2015, 10:43 AM
I'm currently in ROTC, however I've decided to skip... Or at least take a break for a few minutes. That is until I get caught... I'm hiding out in the bathroom, the lights are off but the door is unlocked. Oh. I just got caught.. I'm running out of here like a scared cat... No wonder people think I'm a freak.

Jun 07 2015, 11:01 AM

My anxiety is back and my depression is as bad as it was before. I over think everything and I'm so scared of losing David. I don't want him to get tired of me. He's still coming to see me soon. I'm excited about that a lot. I miss him every day. I try not to put all my problems off on him but where I think too much, I don't know if I am or not. Ugh...

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May 28 2015, 07:12 PM

I'm not so depressed anymore. And my anxiety is like.. Almost gone. Now it's mostly social anxiety and shit. David has helped me through so much... He has literally saved my life. If not for him, I'd be dead. He keeps me happy. I'm so in love with him and I fall more and more every day. I can't wait to see him. 💕 I think he's the one. He puts up with all my shit too lol. He sings to me when I'm scared or crying.

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May 16 2015, 12:11 PM

I've been really depressed lately. I don't have any friends or anything. I did go to the Military Ball.... I left about 30 minutes in because I was crying. No one wanted to talk to me. I still love David. He's coming to see me for about a week in June. I love him so much. I can't wait to see him. I think things will get better for me when he gets here.

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Mar 20 2015, 07:08 AM

So.. I'm sick of all my "friends" at school. They're so fucking fake. I literally hate them.. I hate Ashland. I hate this school. Ugh.. I want to go to Maryland so bad. It seems so much better there.

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Mar 06 2015, 06:49 PM

So I've fallen for David. I love him so much. He is beyond perfect. However, we're still not together. He has a girlfriend😞 but I'm fine with having a crush on him for now.. Hopefully he'll give me a chance one day 😊 He is my dream boyfriend. I don't even mind that he lives a little over 7 hours away from me. Cx

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Mar 05 2015, 02:17 PM

So I have a major crush on this guy named David.. But he lives in Maryland and I live in Kentucky. That's only about 7 1/2 hours apart. But I don't have the money to go see him. Annnnnd he got a girlfriend. 💔

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Mar 04 2015, 05:04 PM

Well... For the past two days I've come home from school and went straight to sleep. I'm really depressed lately. I'm trying to do better in school though. So today I stayed after school to finish my research paper on Teen Suicide. I got it finished but then the librarian wanted to go home so I had to rush to get it printed. My mom was supposed to pick me up at 4 but of course was late. So I was walking to Dairy Queen (like a block away from my school) so that I wouldn't be stuck at school. It was cold as fuck and was pouring rain. So my mom picked me up before I even got there. She gave me her credit card and told my cousin and I to get us some candy. Upon walking into the shop, this guy I know yelled at me to go home. This happens a lot. But long story short, I didn't find any good candy so I got settled with nothing.

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Mar 01 2015, 12:55 PM

So I'm really stressed about the military ball... I need a date but no one here likes me... I don't want to go alone. 💔

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Feb 27 2015, 05:31 PM

So I actually hung out with someone today... His name is Ian. I've had a crush on him for 2 years. But I never felt like I had a chance with him. Anyway, I asked him to the military ball.... And no. He has a girlfriend. 💔 pretty upset tbh.

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Feb 27 2015, 10:43 AM

I'm currently in ROTC, however I've decided to skip... Or at least take a break for a few minutes. That is until I get caught... I'm hiding out in the bathroom, the lights are off but the door is unlocked. Oh. I just got caught.. I'm running out of here like a scared cat... No wonder people think I'm a freak.

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