Jun 07 2012, 12:46 PM

i fucking want kill myself. but every time i tell my best friend but she only says that she wont let me and if i did shed bring me back to life just so she can kill me herself. she thinks this is a joke this is no fucking joke .last night i found some of my foster mothers sleeping pills and was about to take them all. but some thing stopped me and i just layed there crying all night. way to get some fucking sleep right. god i am so fucking lonely like i say...i have nobody i am nobody and nobody loves me. like anybody cares if i were to die wright now.