I am lost within myself, no excuses no one else. I have lost the will to live, give me something more to give. There is nothing more for me, in the end to set me free. Fade to Black, by Metallica
Joey Gibbons
25 / Male / Foley/Missouri, United States
Not Sure / Single
Member since:
Jan 08, 2016
Last online:
Sep 09, 2016
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About Me
I enjoy writing poetry and drawing, although I'm not very good at either. I am a drummer therefore I live and breath rhythm. I've written a couple songs even though they aren't any good.
Favourite Music
I listen to a little bit of everything other than country. I love Blood On The Dance Floor, Black Veil Brides, My Chemical Romance, Pierce The Veil, Hollywood Undead, a bit of Eminem, Falling In Reverse, Breaking Benjamin, Atila, Coldplay, Linkin Park, Seether, Skillet, Five Finger Death Punch, Blink-182, Bring Me The Horizon, Hinder, Bullet For My Valentine, Hollow Point Heroes, Panic! At The Disco, 21 Pilots, In This Moment, Imagine Dragons, and many more
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Education / Occupation
Who I'd Like To Meet
I'd like to meet other people that are like me. Here in this tiny town, population 165, there aren't very many people that are like me or that even understand or accept me for who I am.
hey everyone im back and im doing better. i know its been a while but i promise ill be back to my old self in no time! love you all! have some new poetry for you guys and ill get it uploaded asap! update on my life not much has changed, let me know whats been going on with you! Oh! Got my first cell phone! if you wanna text me my number is 6363835570! love you guys TTYL! ;)
I know I haven't posted anything in a while but this will probably be my last post... my depression is getting worse my anxiety is consuming every second of my life and I only seem to hurt the people that I love so tonight will probably be my last... I'm so sorry... to any I may have offended or hurt or anything I'm sorry and everyone one else with depression and anxiety I want you to know that no matter who you are or what you've done I will always love you
Not proud of myself. I broke down and cut. My ex wants me back but I can't get the image of her and the guy she left me for out of my head. It hurts badly because I still love her and every time I close my eyes I see the two of them. I want to just run a razor down the length of my arm and be done with this, then the image won't haunt and plague my kind anymore.
fell like crawling into a whole and telling everybody here, at school, to fuck off. not in a very good mood and i just want the school day to be over right now
Just found our my girlfriends parents sent her to a mental health facility because she tried to kill herself, as far as i know she's ok but they aren't telling me anything. They're blaming me for this and its kinda starting to make me feel like it is. I really want to cut right now, and i don't see a good reason not to... I'm so tired of losing the people closest to me because of something as stupid as an age difference. Well I'm single again, and alcohol is looking like a damn good choice of a life partner.
