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Tameka
34 / Female / Chicago IL, United States
Gay/Lesbian / Single
Member since:
Jul 17, 2010
Last online:
Jan 12, 2011
I am 20 years old 5’2, have dark brown hair, brown eyes. I might seem like a poser for my lack of photos but until I finish with college in 2 years, I am force to wear clothes that I hate but I do have a few outfits that I like. I am a emo artist because my hobbies became more than just hobbies, I have friends that are metal heads, punks, Goths, juggalettes who accepts me for who I am. And they will help me if I need them to but majority of the time I can defend myself, if anyone bother them, me or both I will let another personality of me out that others do not want to meet. When I do let it out I am not asking you to be scared of me, I am just letting you know to BACK THE FUCK OFF but I am a easy person to get along with I do have trust issues a lot. So do not think that I do not like you and being judge mental, I am not a racist my profile picture was suppose to come out as a reflection of the birthday massacre because I was trying to make a birthday massacre, background but so far it have not worked out yet.
I am apart of a website called vampireFreaks, but I wanted to be somewhere with a lot more people that I can relate to. I posted a thread called, why do people hate emos and all of them said negative stuff and rumors. Being a emo is not all about cutting and crying it is about expressing your self, maybe if more of them will stop wearing plastic smiles all the time maybe then they will not look so angry all of the time. Apart of it is a subculture and majority of it is a culture, the style of music came from the punk rock music it became popular in 2000 but been out since 1980-1990-2000. I can not really remember the rest right not so I will not say anything else because I do not want to say the wrong things. I am emo because what I have gone through in life, and what I am going through in life right now, I am not looking for any attention I am just pointing out, what I have so if we meet in person you all will not think and say why is she acting so wired and what is wrong with her. I have a very small disability, some cases of OCD, suicidal depression I put the suicidal part because that is how I feel all of the time, social anxiety, social phobia, I can not be up in the day because it give me headaches, makes me frustrated, I have trouble concentrating, and it is just not a right time of me to be out. But if my friends want me to hang out with them or if I want to go or both I pull myself together to get out every once in a while.
I am playful every once in a while, energetic every once in a while, nice, caring, considerate of others mostly my friends, like to meet new people, get offended easily, and being myself but I fake who I was for a while because I was trying to get over something that my friend id to me she told me what was going on and I understood. So it was not fair for me to hold a grudge, knowing the truth about what happened…..I regret acting like that I was not emo I wanted to be accepted by people that was not in my category but when they talked about emos I held my anger inside and decided that I wanted o be me again and for life. Truthfully I think that he punk history and goth history is boring, but I do like the attitude because every once in a while they do make me laugh because punk people are fun crazy people to be around. So this is me no matter how hard I want to be accepted by them I am just going to have to deal with it and continue being myself. And I like being me, some people are going to hate me and some will not.
Loves: my friends, black makeup, trench coats, most cereals, energy drinks, water, coffee, sleeping, everything that have to do with art, writing and reading deep dark poetry, junk food, restaurant food, vegetarian food, women, guys that can get that I do not like then in that way and just want to be friends, women that can get when I add then I do not like them in that way because I already have someone that I love and no one can take her place, giving hug and kisses and re receiving it back but if you are with someone for the guys you will only get a hug for the women if you are with someone you will get a hug and a kiss on the cheek if you do not mind and if your partner do not mind, but if you all do I will respect that and only give a hug. The colors black and grey, dark colors, black motorcycles and jackets, platforms, tattoos, piercing, my teddy bear it do not mean that I am immature I just love stuff animals, all animals my favorites are cheetahs, kittens/cats, horses, and tigers, guitar, drums, thundering/rainy weather, being wired, acting wired, taking pictures, cooking/baking, taking pictures of what I like to cook/bake and post pictures for my friends to see and others if they want to see the pictures, skating but I am still at the beginner level but I can bring it up I just have to get to a skating rink, I can be outgoing and adventurous in between sometimes and every once in a while, hair dye, gay guys, transgender people, drag queens, and a lot more.
Hates: liars, backstabbers, fakes cheerleaders, prep’s, jocks, girly girls who are whores, sluts, tramps, sneaky rats, guys who reads that I am gay but still talk to me asking will I get on webcam and flirting and an not suck in my orientation, the color pink, color flowers except for a bloody rose, hiphop/r&b/rap, meat, animal abuse, people who think that global warming is a bad thing to do and speak out about, America, the former asshole president and the new asshole president, the mainstrem even though that I have to work with them for a while, and a lot more.
When I show my song covers do not get me wrong, I do not think that I am better than anyone I am just getting into character of the artist but in my way and putting it to my own lyrics, in order to make a great song cover I also have to get into the mode to, but I do not act different around my friends.
Rave, techno, hardstyle, trance, heavy metal, death metal, hard rock, some soft rock, some pop music, some from the 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, metal and death metal bands, horror rock but majority emo music.
Horror/gory, maybe action if they are any good, some thrillers.
AdultSwim, family guy, American dad, south park, half about paranormal stuff and half about ghost stuff, most crime scenes.
Horror/gory, mystery horror/mystery, same thing but in comic books.
My music artists that i listen to are, its get on my nerves when i see fans who like them, be all like omg i have all of your cds. your books i have been to all of your shows, I'm so excited to meet you, and some of them be crying sometimes its not that serious. if you came to meet them you didn't come out to act like a child and like you never saw them before. they are regular people like us.....that's how i like to treat them i like to just say stuff to them like a normal person
