and today
this homework
about me
a blank sheet
accomplished
content with
this life i
will now live
til i think
why are we
just sometimes
no always
saying how we're sad and
saying how we're lonely Lost One's Weeping, by rin kagamine
Ana Lord
25 / Female / California, United States
Pansexual / Broken Hearted
Member since:
Jul 08, 2017
Last online:
Apr 19, 2018
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i actually have a new account, its ani_is_a_dinosaur
Favourite Music
Tides of Man X Rings of Saturn X Woe, is Me X Lydia X System of a Down X Chon X Led Zeppelin X Santana X Sublime X La Dispute X 36 Crazy Fists X Acceptance X ADTR X Mod Sun X Machine Gun Kelly X Thy Art is Murder X We Butter The Bread with Butter X AFI X Jimi Hendrix X Aiden X Alexisonfire X Alesana X Alien Ant Farm X Alter Bridge X Amen X Anberlin X Another Rising X Chase Coy X Of Mice and Men X Armor For Sleep X ATDI X Atreyu (seen) X As I Lay Dying X A7X Biffy X Blackhole X The Blackout X Black Sabbath X Blessthefall X Blink 182 X Brand New X Bullet X Circle Takes The Square X Coheed and Cambria X CoF X Dark Tranquility X Deftones X Dividing The Line X Drop Dead, Gorgeous X Escape the Fate X Evanescence X Everytime I Die X FACT X Fall Out Boy X Feeder X Finch X Flood of Red X FATA X From First To Last X FFAF X Glamour Of The Kill X Green Day X Hawthorne Heights X Hell is For Heroes X HORSE the band X In Flames X InMe X Iron Maiden X The Killers X Killswitch X Korn X Lamb of God X Limb Bizkit X Linkin Park X Lost Prophets X Machine Head X MastodomX Metallica X Millencolin X Million Dead X MUCC X Muse X MCR X Nightwish X NIN X Opeth X Placebo X PTW X RAGE X Rammstein X Rise Against X Sense Field X Senses Fail X Shadows Fall X Silverstein X SiKth X Skindred X Slipknot X Soil X SR-71 X ASL X Still Remains X Story Of The YearX SOAD X TBS X Tenacious D X Thrice X ThursdayX Tool X Trivium X The Used X Twin Atlantic X Underoath X WASP (a bit - Fred :)) X We Are The Ocean X Within Temptation X Yesterdays' Rising, ect. ect... I listen to a lot of music
"Why does love scare me?" You might say?
Because its fucked me up in practically every way
Just when I think that they're gonna stay
My heart gets ripped apart and torn away
You see I fall too hard and I fall too fast
Ever sense my first love cesed and passed
Cuz when I twelve years old
All my friends were playing in a tree
While I sat in my room crying
R.I.P
The shit that I saw
I should have stabbed my chest with a knife
Because the shit that I saw
was murder of the love of my life
But time after time none of it turned out right
Should I do it tonight?
I even failed at killing myself
Who would have known how much that I needed your help
Tyler, my love, you will forver be missed
Cuz your lips they feel like no other person that I've kissed
And time after time ive tried to replace you
Chased them just kinda like I chased you
But all that it got me was used and abused
Used
And
Abused
I know your gone, but you were all I actually needed
The first guy cheated
Oh no, here we go again
It looks like im falling in love again
The second guy cheated
And when I asked why
He said "shut up emo chick, go cut yourself and cry."
So maybe this girl that I love will be more loyal
No these hoes ain't nothing but motherfucking spoiled
Haha
And stupidly enough, I ran away with this guy
He caught my tears every time that I held him and cried
But one day all that shit changed
While we were living in the slums asking for change
3 am, dragged me out to the street
Ripped my clothes from my body that he beat
Yup,
That was me
He beat me down to the ground
But enough of that shit
Opps looks like I fell in love again
Done with that shit
Damn
You get the point
im gonna stop writing now
I really fucking need a joint
