My sadness shows,
As your name is carved in stone,
Cant erase the words so the reality grows
I wish I died,
On that night by your side,
So just kill me now and let the good times roll.
Too late, too late,
A Place Where You Belong, by Bullet For My Valentine
Gracie
21 / Female / arkansas, United States
Straight / Broken Hearted
Member since:
Jun 14, 2017
Last online:
Jul 21, 2017
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About Me
I really like music and drawing
and tbh I listen to shit bands
and my heart is really fucking broken
I hate myself :)
I wanna end it
x x
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Favourite Music
Black Veil Brides, Sleeping With Sirens, Twenty One Pilots (been to a concert) , Green Day (reason im emo) , Avenged Sevenfold, Blood On The Dancefloor, Pierce The Veil, Panic! At The Disco, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana, NF, Melanie Martinez, Halsey, Fall Out Boy, Stone Sour, Five Finger Death Punch, Chevelle, Bring Me The Horizon (one of my top 3), My Chemical Romance (top 3)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Stranger Things, Greys Anatomy, Keith, Criminal Minds, NCIS, Scream, and anything by Tim Burton
ew id rather eat ass
Education / Occupation
Im in 7th grade....xD i hope i die soon
Who I'd Like To Meet
My best friend Joey and Ronnie Radke, Kurt Cobain (even tho hes dead), Johnnie Guilbert, Alex Dorame, Shane Dawson, and my ex bf Keenan
Im seriously so in love with him that he takes my breath away. He makes my heart beat hella fast and I start to blush and get nervous and....he makes me feel like im worth it. He makes me feel special. When Joey text me, I scream internally just hoping that hes said "ily". Ive never loved someone this much in my entire life. Hes a ginger and I dont find gingers attractive but Joey...He is literally the most gorgeous person ive ever seen in my entire life. I know he has a girlfriend..but he doesnt get to talk to her very much. I call him daddy. I tell him that I cant wait to fuck him. I tell him he can cum all over me (ik thats a little more than you wanted to hear xD) If I had the option to lose my virginity to anyone I wanted, id choose Joey a million times in every scenario. Id let him tie me up and torture me. He can fucking cut me with a knife and id still fuck the hell outta him. I want him to treat me like a princess and fuck me like a whore. (Im gonna chill out now lmao) Joey is my best friend and he means so fucking much to me. At one point I thought he hated me. It was one of the wort times of my life. Im not even exaggerating, i actually wanted to die. He lives 16 hours away (if you drive) I plan to save money and go see him as soon as i turn 18. Joey is a year older than me (hes 14) and ik were hella young but age is literally just a number. I always tell people "Im never getting married and im never having kids" But...If I can marry joey I will. Imma be the next Mrs. Joey Wong. Imma fuck him and have his kids. Wed have such beautiful children....if they look anything like him. If they look like me theyre fucked for life bc im ugly as shit. I dont know why joey likes me. He tells me im beautiful and pretty and hot and makes me feel wanted. He acts as tho I mean something to him. I know I do. I appreciate him so much and idk where id be without him. Dont even want to try imagining it either. Joey is one of the most caring people ive ever met and hes fucking hot as hell so thats even better. And he has amazing taste in music and hes really smart. Hes the total package. Everything i look for in a guy. Hes also bisexual. at first, I thought i was gonna have a problem with it and i was always afraid that hed leave me for a guy but how stupid can i be? lmao I know hed never do that. Hes so adorable and everytime something is funny i say "oh dave" bc one time he posted a video of him eating a hot pocket and kinda moaning/yelling "oh dave" (as in dave grohl from foo fighters and nirvana) i told you he had great taste in music. anyways joey hates his voice but i fucking love it. I think its one of the hottest things ive ever heard. He also hates his smile but its actually really adorable. Joey is so amazing. I cant stress it enough. Ive never cared about someone this much and ive only known him for like 3 months. but that doesnt matter bc hes been there for me through everything and when he was gonna start cutting himself, i stopped him. He was gonna use a blade from a pencil sharpener and he didnt think it would be sharp enough but i told him he was right even though i knew it was plenty fucking sharp enough. I swear if anything bad happened to him id blame myself for not being there enough. hes been through so much, (his mom and brother and his whole family situation is kinda confusing in general) I honestly dont care who his brothers and sisters are or who is parents are bc it doesnt matter. all that matters is that hes alive and okay and is there for me. I love him so goddamn much that its not even possible. that doesnt make sense....idk if any of this makes sense bc i type faster than i can see what it says but anyways..Joey, if you see this, I love you and you mean everything to me.
