Apr 02 2024, 06:33 PM

Guys I don't know if it's a good idea to be on the Website. I'm rarely online and so much bad stuff happens. The only thing missing is seeing someone dying in front of me. Too many deaths, rumors assault stuff from Friends who committed all this shit. I love being here but my energy starts to become less everyday.

I only have my guitar, I fail at school. Wirk makes me depressed and everything drains my energy and here I get so many people who tell me I'm sexy, are older then they told me at the Beginning or think it's something Personal when I'm online and don't reply.

I love this website, I love many people I here but I have really often the problem that I'm online and feel that I don't have the energy to chat. It got worse.

I lack of support and all I want is a hug and someone who is there for me but it doesn't feel like I have it in my real life. I'm so scared of the future and hope people here will not leave.

Nov 05 2023, 12:57 AM

Everyone seems to go to the halestorm tour bc of Black Veil Brides. The headliner show of black veil brides was announced later, so I have both tickets.

Found out the setlist is nearly the same, just -2 songs with Halestorm. I was at the great Headliner show on Friday of black veil brides and am going to see Halestorm and Black veil brides before them on next Monday in one show.

Oct 04 2023, 10:42 PM

Heyy^^ I wanted to answer people and don't take it personally when I don't. I strglle with it since y'all live so far away and that's why I come back more rarely than ever. Usually I was here every day xD

I'll add my whatsapp number so chances are higher I'll answer

. Also, most are from the US and I need a healthier sleep schedule. The website and the cuties here living in the US and not Europe often make me be awake way too long qwq

Jul 01 2023, 05:43 PM

I'm back here after months and thought I have the energy to write again, but I still struggle. The last time it happened I lost some friends here because they thought it's because I feel ,,superior". Please don't take it personally.

TW:psyche, blood, abandonment, depression 

Two wondered if I'm dead, I'm not. I survived. It's just so hard that the only people who care about me are on this website. I lost so many friends in real life, one is left in a way but I only meet him once and he doesn't need me since there are similar people in his area. tbh I feel completely worthless and I don't know what to do with my life, nothing makes sense if no one is interested in it when it comes to hobbies. Doing everything for yourself can become extremely meaningless and cause even more pain. I hate showing 3 bpd symptoms and being socially disabled so much. I can't cope anymore. I'm scared but at the same time I don't care about anything. I can't fulfill my social needs. So yes, it's hard to reply y'all. I'm so sorry and I hope at least all of you are doing well ×3

Apr 03 2023, 06:21 PM

TW:Depression

Do you know the feeling of feeling alone everywhere?

Do you know the feeling of wanting mutual people?

Do you know the feeling of still feeling alone with mutual people?

Do you know the feeling if wanting to escape to another country/state?

Do you know the feeling of becoming materialistic because of the loss if good people?

Do you know the feeling of becoming obsessed with interests, so your life means something?

Sometimes I wanna escape to the US, back in the say it was Asia. Europe has nothing to offer for me and the US has all the materialistic things I want. I know work is hard there and I'm not ashamed of my nationality or something like this, but germany has nothing to offer anymore that brings me joy. I don't even get inspiration here anymore, I became literally obsessed with the US to be creative again. I'm so bored here. Everyday and everything is the same. I want to pretend I live in the USA and can't help it. LA is not the biggest comfort to live, but it's so fascinating to me with all the differnt vives they have over there. A small over there town would be great. But I'm curious how a person loving in the US is seeing this.

Jan 06 2023, 01:28 PM

Heyy^^ A lot of People here struggle because they don't know any Scene's/Emo's. A few weeks ago I found out about an emo meet up ,,near" me. People drive hours to come here.

A girl started it on Insta and tbought no one will come. She lives 4 hours away from an international German city called,,Düsseldorf". You can search for,,Emo Treff Düsseldorf 2022" on the internet :) It's called ET in short and means,,Emo meet up". A lot of 2000s Scenemos. Today around 70 people are there, even though it started only a few months ago.

I guess they meet every half year and I thought emo is dead here before. I am soooio fascinated by it, the majority here is.

You can start it as well, she didn't believe someone will come and I never knew there's even one emo in my next city. So let's go, start it and see the magic!!

Dec 01 2022, 12:54 PM

Edit:My autism test turned out negative lol

I don't want to sound sad or sth. like this, but can someone please help me, someone with autistic traits (not diagnosed yet) with social skills? I literally lost all of my friends again because of my social skills (I don't know about what we can talk/how to talk or what we can do) and it sucks since it happens everytime.

Dec 01 2022, 12:52 PM

Heyy, I'm back again. ♡♡♡

Oct 03 2022, 09:33 AM

Helluu:3 Does anyone know how to cut Andy's hair from the Fallen Angels Music video?

I still can't find a tutorial even though I search since months. I tried to cut lots of layers, especially on the back and it still looks flat lol

I don't know if I should buy a hair iron, I have a variety of hair spray in my room.

Does anyone have an idea or a tutorial?

Oct 01 2022, 03:19 PM

Heyoo:3 I GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE IN LONDON FOR A DAY!!! x3

Can someone recommend me something to visit there, please? :)

I have some things I want to do there, but I don't want to miss something ":3 So what do U like there? :)