Sep 18 2022, 10:57 PM

Hi! I'm very busy since the school year started but I wanted to let following thought free:

Here in Germany the 2000s Emo on Social Media are showing off that all of them have other Emo-Friends and tell me how great it is, even though I say that this is exactly the reason I feel somrtimes very isolated. Honestly I am jealous-Very much tbh. I saw Emo's again-At the Gamescom but they always have friends being with them and on Social Media they told me that's a place to find Emo-Friends-I didn't.

So I just realised a thing:Not even us, the 2000s Emo's can be only connected to other 2000s Emo's. One thing is that our roots lay in Goth and Punk Culture, so we can get along with them too. Second:Our Emo-Movies like Donnie Darko, The Nighmare Before Chrstmas or Invader Zim are not made by 2000s Emo's as well-Not evrn the characters are. Third:Look at Andy Biersack today, he still has the same personality as he had during the time he looked totally Emo. Emo's still get along with him very well. You can find Emo-Personalities in people who don't look Emo at all-Maybe they don't even know Emo but totally have the personality. Look at Remington Leith, he can express feelings like he's in a totally Emo-band if he wants to.

We should accept what we have, I'm more than glad that I found persons who accept Emo's. That's enough for me. And if we have something in common? Great!!

Aug 24 2022, 04:03 PM

Hi, I wanted to ask if someone can help me when it comes to make friends-I'm extremely bad in it^^"

We have a boy from the Ukraine in our class and he likes basketball. I also enjoy playing basketball, he has a strong interest in everything about it. Today I played with the Ukrainian boys there. I asked him and was so happy the others who are usually there with him weren't there-Because my german bully is included but today he were somewhere else with the others. The Ukrainian boy also thinks that my bully is stupid.

I don't know how I can form a friendship with him, but instead of the others in class he is so nice and can think normal, he doesn't make fun of someone who is nice as well. But I never know what to say and what to do in general. I think it's because I had an isolated childhood.

So, can anyone give me some advice what to do, please? ^^" I want to be one of his froends so bad ^^"

Aug 22 2022, 07:38 PM

Hello, I hope you're all doing well. I wasn't vwry active bacause of vacation and had to calm down from school. But now everything is so great again!! A few days ago I mentioned I'm scared to loose some friends, but everything is as nice as before!!

Aug 05 2022, 11:42 PM

Hi! I saw some notifications that I received in the last month and I promise to answer all the messages. I was in another countries and had no time for this website. I'm sorry I hope you'll understand ^^"

Anyways I don't have much energy today to answer because today my partner broke up with me. I hope we can still be friends and I'm so scared since I have only 2 persons I can call real friends and my partner is/was one of them, his past boyfriend is the another one. I really hope I don't lose them as friends. The boy I mentioned is always with his boyfriend and doesn't answer messages anymore because of it. I'm also worried because in September I turn 18 and germans make bog parties for it. It means we're adults here and allowed to do everything. But if they leave, there's no one to invite and it's very embarrassing to me. My past partner also has autism but is qay better when it comes to make friends. People don't even get I'm attracted to them, they think they're so boring to me while I have the same interests. This website was an escape from the reality in (this little village) in Germany. You can see rarely concerts her in general today, Emo's are hated if you're not at an specific emo event pr in Berlin (were Emo's are pretty rude). Those german Emo's on the Internet are not even interested in the person I am. Only little kids like my style, everyone wants someone hot but I'm into cuteness. But then I also have boyish tendencies when it comes to the way I act/crazyness. I'm not what others here are into and IDK why but I'm always invisible. I really don't know how to cope with it, because it makes me sad being in this website while knowing this will never be real.

Jul 02 2022, 12:43 PM

I just need to get my feelings out of me. So here in Germany are actually Emo's. Around 60 people join a thing every month in Leipzig/München and it's 8 hours far away. (England is 8 hours away too lol). And there is a famous place in Berlin maybe since the Emo-Culture started on a stair ,,am Alex" Alexanderplatz I think. They always meet there and I'm here near our ,,international" Collogne and feel alone as an Emo.

Jun 17 2022, 09:34 PM

I hope I'm ready for the My Chemical romance Concert tommorow, but I don't think so°^°♡

Jun 07 2022, 04:53 PM

So I just had my first kiss on Sunday and my partner told me it's difficult because of my small lips lol I need to kiss in a different way than kissing-tutorials-It doesn't feel beautiful for us when I try it like the tutorials show me lol

May 26 2022, 05:48 PM

Mar 19 2022, 10:49 PM

Cutting my own hair gives me euphoria. 

Mar 12 2022, 10:07 PM

I don't know if I should post it in the forum. I don't know if I have depression again. I don't have real friends to talk to in real life anymore. I only want cuddles and hugs. I try to be loved, so I try to make everyone happy and satisfied. But I don't feel the love. I don't receive it. They don't show it, expect my mother now and then. I try to make new friends but everytime it didn't last long, even though I really want to. I don't know how to stop depression, if I have it again. I know that love is what I need, but they want to give me medication that would lower all of my feelings. I LIVE FOR MY STRONG EMOTIONS!!  Do you experience the same? What would you do if you would experience this? Can anyone help me?