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Amiya Lucas
17 / Female / Virginia, United States
Bisexual / Single & Looking
Member since:
Feb 18, 2024
Last online:
Oct 30, 2024
In my loneliest hours of the night,
The only thing I can think of is how I wish for someone to be mine.
I mean this now in a romantic sense, for I have already found my platonic soulmate. Now it is time for me to look for my romantic partner. I want that comforting feeling, knowing that I have someone that will do anything for me and I'd do the same for them no matter what.
The feeling of love, genuine love. Real love. The kind that most people would die for. I’m most certainly one of those people. My desperation seeps through the cracks of my intentions. I want a love that people will die for. I am unfortunately one of those people.
Everytime i walk by someone who has this type of person, I snarl in disgust. How do people come across them so easily? Why can’t I be as lucky as them? Do I not deserve it? Am I deserving of this relationship?
Probably not. If so, this would not be written by me.
I wish for the type of relationship where I can tell them anything and they wouldn’t be disturbed no matter how dark it may be. If they were the same as me, I would listen with every ounce of my heart. Because I truly believe me and them are one in the same.
I often think of the cutest thing to do with my significant other. If we are away from each other we can send physical love letters, go on little or big dates, be like Rose and Jack or like Bonnie and Clyde. There's so many things to do! Some may think the ideas I have in mind are weird but if you truly love me you wouldn't become the judger.
As for me as a person, I must admit that at times I can be pretty morbid. When you decide that I am the right person for you and send me a message, I will most likely bombard you with sudden remarks that don't make much sense in an attempt to scare you away. I fear that you don't mean what you say.
I have a few requests to send along to anyone who wishes to be my partner.
Please have a rather lengthy introduction. no short messages that have no meaning to me. I would prefer if you’d send a message that is as long as this whole letter or even longer! This shows me that you have dedication to you as a person and would definitely earn a response from me in return.
It doesn’t matter to me whether you are a boy or a girl, I see no gender when it comes to romantic relationships. Lastly, it would be nice to have someone who is from the United States, but if you happen to have a really nice letter I will definitely consider talking to you from another country.
I can’t wait to see what types of people I gained the attention of!♡︎
With love,
-Amiya
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