May 05 2020, 07:23 PM

I wrote this one night when I was still drinking, no matter how drunk I got I would still be able to write I guess this shows me my worst fear is knowing that Im stuck with myself, until Im not

May 05 2020, 07:21 PM

Your bittersweet taste wrapping me in a warm hug full of fog grabbing my soul and twisting it away dragging me away from this place we call Earth where they tell me I should stay but your foggy haze brings out the sun on bitter days you shatter me making it hard to walk you stuck in my closet, hidden so they wont find you and split us apart you take away my better half but overwhelm me with joy while slowly killing me not to remember anything of the day before dreading not feeling your soft warmth the next day dreading the thought that your not here to stay instead you evil twin, hangover, will greet me at the door, smacking me with dizziness killing me on the floor so I go to you again, just cant get away I need you here, I need you to stay You promised you'd stay softly whispering in my ear let me take in your sweet scent drinking up every word you say and numb my thoughts, don't leave me alone Just promise you'll stay