As I read the words you wrote last night the butterflies are creeping through my spine, it's a thrill I can't shake Roses And Butterflies, by Making April
Beth Gerrard
25 / Female / england - stoke-on-trent, United Kingdom
Bisexual / Single & Looking
Member since:
Feb 04, 2013
Last online:
Feb 02, 2017
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About Me
Hiya:3
Im really shy when I first start talking to someone an I WILL make a fool of myself. But when you get to know me I'm weird and talkative :3
I can be really random sometimes >.< sowwy:3 im crazy, hyper, but I get down a lot :(.
I like watching anime, reading manga and books, drawing, dancing, gaming, writing and making new friends:3
I like gaming, I love the ps3 >.< I like assassians creed brotherhood and revelations, killzone3, naruto, skyrim and some others.
wattpad - mini_vampire
tumblr - minivampire
twitter - minivampire1
facebook - beth gerrard
ask.fm - minivampire
^talk to me on any of them or on here I dont mind:3 your choice. (I'm on tumblr more though)
Favourite Music
I like so many :D
-Black Veil Brides
-My Chemical Romance
-Slipknot
-Mayday Parade
-A day to remember
-Asking Alexandria
-Suicide Silence
-Linkin Park
-Breaking Benjamin
-Three Days Grace
-Avenged Sevenfold
-Of Mice and Men
-Evanescence
-Green Day
-Paramore
-Icon for hire
-Out came the wolves
and so many more>.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Any horror film - who doesnt love scaring themself -.- or others ;D
anything with werewolves, vampires, I love fantasy, romance, comdey and sad films.
A few films Ive watched and liked are;
-Cyberbully.
-The thief lord.
-Yobi, the five talied fox.
-The girl who leapt through time.
-P.S I love you.
-Suicide room.
-The last song.
-My sisters keeper.
-11-11-11
-One missed call.
And loads of others.
A movie I can't wait to watch is 'Thirteen Reasons Why' <3
Any manga ~
Before I die.
The kissing club
My desperate love diary
All these things ive done
Assassins creed revelations (play the game too >.< )
How I live now
Vampire academy
Forgotten
Eragon
Heroes of Olympus
Rapture
Angelology
The language of flowers
Letter from a stranger
My sister's keeper
King of swords
And some others:3
Education / Occupation
High school.
I'm a year ten, we had chosen our options, I picked;
-Product design.
-Health & social.
-Photography.
-Dance
I really hope to study law and other things one day, I want to become a lawyer or a forensic psychologist.
Who I'd Like To Meet
If we are talking about famous people then, black veil brides, kellin quinn, ronnie radke, pewdiepie, leda, musicalbethan, Lexus amanda an many others :).
But of here or any other website, id like to meet a nice person who has at least one thing in common with me, I can be serious with, will be there for each other but we can have a laugh as well. :3 I'll talk to anymore, but as I said im really shy >.<
Users, cheaters, liars, heartbreakers..3
I just hate them, don't we all though..
I'm only 13 and I've been through it more than eight times now, I wish it'd stop, I wish I could get a boyfriend an just be happy with him, but no, is it that impossible? I am that unwanted.
By my family, friends and even guys.
I'm not saying that I'm the only one who gets stuff like this, not at all, just some people can't cope with it and I guess I'm one of the people who can't, not anymore anyway...
I can't cope with all this, my suicide attempts, my self-harm, the scars, my bullying, school problems, family problems and losing my friends.
I've become an unsocialable person because of everything, I'm just a freak..nothing..worthless...I shouldn't be here. I wish my suicide attempts worked. It would of been better than this.
Today, why?..why didn't I say no?..I got carried away, I know that, but him doing that with me, means he cheated on his girlfriend. I live an hour away from him, his girlfriend either lives in New York or China, and hes here doing things with me..Maybe I am a slag..I should of stopped him..its all ym fault..
I really am worthless..pathetic..nothing..
Memories keep coming back to me,
they're always the ones I hate, I wish I could forget it all already.
How that gang tried to beat me an my best friend up and recored it, put it on facebook, youtube an sent it around the school. I had bruises after that but im glad I protected my mate the whole time, ast least she didnt have a scratch.
When my dad said he was going to take me away, when he said my mum didnt an never loved me, when he said that my nan is only looking after me for the money, that I have to blieve an pray an go meetings with him, that I wasnt allowed my phone, facebook oy boyfriends. How he said I wasnt his child because I self harm, that he doesnt want anything to do with me.
And so many other things, I need to get these out my head!