I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore. And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore. When do you think it’ll all become clear? Cause I’m being taken over by the fear. The Fear, by Lily Allen
Cj Neuschwander
26 / Male / illinois, United States
Straight / Broken Hearted with Katie_krisis
Member since:
May 28, 2013
Last online:
Nov 04, 2014
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About Me
my name is cj and as my profile name says no one loves me. I am bipolar and dyslexic so if i change mood or spell something wrong im sry i cant really help it. i have no friends literally i am constantly beat and picked on by both my family and others. i have a major health problem and i throw up blood constantly it really hurts but i get used to it. my whole family hates me. ive never had a gf and probably never will hell ive never even had a hug or kiss from my parents let alone a girl. i understand if ud never want to add me at all everyone else hates me so i wouldn't blame u if u did. this is basically my whole life beatings being hated and throwing up blood. it really does suck and im constantly stressed out about it. i really wish i could have a normal life with no more beatings with friends that could help me and a girlfriend that doesnt just turn her back on me cause i failed at something.i just want a happy life is that to much to ask for ),;
im ok at art but ppl say i suck at every little thing i do
Favourite Music
anything really as long as it has a good beat to it its good to me
Favourite Films / TV / Books
any horror movie or blood and guts action and adventure is ok torangers apprentice series
resident evil series
any thing action & adventure or mystery
Education / Occupation
high school
Who I'd Like To Meet
no one cares about me so no one because id just waste there time
I will never open up to anyone ever again I get slammed shut when ever I try the one time I actually try to get someone to love me life cuts me down again so I give up im done with all of it I will forever be alone for my last 4 months of life );
