I'll rest on nets made by spiders fed on drug dosed flies. The spider sings alone, the spider sings alone. He paced the room with hurried steps and placed his ahnds upon his head as if he were afraid his thoughts were bursting from his brain. I didn't say I was powerful, I said I was a Wiza, by Chiodos
CiAnna Sakeva
29 / Female / Flagstaff,Arizona, United States
Bisexual / Single
Member since:
Jan 08, 2011
Last online:
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About Me
.... name's CiAnna. I'm the girl you see jumping around, screaming random stuff.. I cannot make you love me and I'd never waste my time pretending to be someone else. Sending hate mails, is the best way to be ignored. I could either be the best person you'd ever meet or the biggest bitch of your life. If you rub me the wrong way, I will completely lash you out. I realized that some friendship don't always last forever But i know that my bestie will be there forever and ever he is the best friend i coild ask for. But not all people are like him. People come, people go. I'm glad that there are some who still care about me and still fool around with me not giving a shit about what others think. Fuck what others think or talk about. In fact they will just make me think that they're either jealous, have issues or have that much of a boring life.They know nothing about me. Not even myself is sure of who I am. But soon I will, I'll know what i really want in life and who really deserves all my attention. My grandma passed away 5 years ago. I miss her so much and I promised myself that someday i'll see her again. Currently I'm living my life to the fullest. I'm not on myspace that much anymore. I've got a life out there and things to do and to care about instead of just staring at a lcd screen all day like i used to. Sometimes in your life you'll have to face times where you feel completly alone..you're desperate for any kind of affection or attention, you just want someone to care for you, you just want to feel important..not ever feeling good enough, not ever being happy, never being satisfied, feeling like you don't matter, like you don't amount to anything. Feeling like this existence, this life is just pointless it's so dull and frighteningly predictable yet unpredictable..predictable in the sense that no matter what nothing will ever be enough, nothings ever going to make it better, yet unpredictable that at any given moment, at any given second anything can happen.. Feeling lost and miserable to the point where you don't know what to do or say anymore..all your senses turn off and your completely apathetic and cold..bitter yet so unbelievably caring. I just want to live my fucking life not based on what society is based upon, I don't want to be like everyone else, I won't.
Favourite Music
3 Days Grace , A Day To Remember , All Time Low , All That Remains , Asking Alexandria , Avenged Sevenfold , Bring Me The Horizon , Flyleaf , Green Day , Sublime , NOFX , Sliverstein , Bayside , Bullet For My Valentine , Suicide Silence , Papa Roach , Hellogoobye , Hey Monday , NeverShoutNever! , The Devil Wears Prada , Attack Attack! , Paramore , Panic! At The Disco , The Beatles , My Chemical Romance , Mudvayne , Slipknot , Shiny Toy Guns , In This Moment , Alesana Nine Inch Nails , Underoath , Black veil Brides , Escape The Fatee , Drop Dead Gorgeous , Nicki Minaji , Akon , Agustana , Dot Dot Curve , Monday Parade , All That Remains , The hush sound
I Set My Friends On Fire , Blood on the dance floor, Watchout! Theres ghost , The Audition , Gatsby Gets The Green Light , This Came From High School , Boys Night Out , The Medic Droid
