Jan 14 2018, 12:23 AM

having borderline personality when I was found out that I had BPD (borderline personality disorder) I wouldn't think this would be serious. when I decided to look it up the info and signs I hated it, not that I hated myself . I hated that I would never have a normal love life and relationships. what i do know the person would self harm if any one doesn't know what's BPD here's: signs Episodes of anger, depression, and anxiety Aggressive behavior Self-harm Drug or alcohol abuse Binge eating or spending Frequent changes in life goals Poor self-esteem Borderline personality disorder, also known as emotionally unstable personality disorder, is a long term pattern of abnormal behavior characterized by unstable relationships with other people, unstable sense of self, and unstable emotions. There is often an extreme fear of abandonment, frequent dangerous behavior, a feeling of emptiness, and self-harm. Symptoms may be brought on by seemingly normal events. The behavior typically begins by early adulthood, and occurs across a variety of situations. Substance abuse, depression, and eating disorders are commonly associated with BPD. About 10% of those with BPD die by suicide. no wonder ... I just wanna be normal person

Jan 14 2018, 12:21 AM

every time i look at u every time I look at u I smile every time you say I love u -my heart glows when u touch me I get butterflies when u kiss me I get chills its when u never stop loving me makes me start wanting more close to u all the trust I have is still for u I wont stop loving u even it breaks my heart you're always on my mind

Jan 14 2018, 12:19 AM

depression u cant imagine how horrible and difficult just to deal with the demons that's in your head 24/7 dealing with the fucking cry spells u have every single night trying to pull a fake smile towards the one u love. u have plan apt just manage the motherfucker and when it gets worst u cant bare it anymore and u got to use a razor just too calm the fuck down its FUCKING SUCK FOR REAL !! sometimes u just wanna be normal but darling , there's no such thing as a normal human ....