Mar 23 2012, 09:27 PM

Dear [namehere], Oh, okay... So you can come into my life, decide what needs changing, ten leave? Oh.. Okay.. Thats right... I'll just carve your name it my arm and more on with my life, because I can do that, and you can't decide for me if I can or not.

Mar 01 2012, 07:53 PM

Happy official Self Harm awarness day! I hope it was good!

Feb 29 2012, 08:46 PM

.-. I'm questioning things again, I hope I can resolve them.

Feb 16 2012, 08:37 PM

Wrote a song today, will work on more this weekend, blehh I'm tired.. But, happy I like the song so far.

Feb 15 2012, 08:38 PM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....STRESS!! I got to much going on right now.. I need a vacation or a release or something..

Feb 14 2012, 08:18 PM

My day was fine today. I think I was acting differently, because Two people I really don't know were like approaching me as a friend, idk them that well, but I wanna.  I wonder why they approaching me now though... kTHXbye

Feb 13 2012, 08:54 PM

I luvv my brother, he makes it better. I told him. <3

Feb 12 2012, 11:16 AM

Awwhhh..... It's sad when you see someone that is down, and besides everything, you can't comfort them.. :( Dear (YouKnowWhoYouAre), I saw that you were down during the dance party. Whatever it was, know that I am here for you and I never judge. You are a amazing person, and I don't think you hear that enough. If you ever want to talk.. Know I am here. With much love, Ben

Feb 11 2012, 10:18 PM

I see two bridges, each leading to a different ending. Each reeks of reward and joy. I can't have both. I can't decide.

Feb 09 2012, 08:51 PM

I decided to think some today.. For a change.. I heard a deep story today that played out funny, I think that it was a deep story that I would like to reflect upon. Here it is. I was chasing a childhood friend today. He was running away from me in a cave with many twists and turns, and many dead ends. I didn't know what he was running from, part of me thinks it was me. He was leaving little notes behind. Each saying something about how he misses me and wishes me well. The cave was confusing, there was other people runming around it, some of them looked a lot like me, some of them looked alien and bizzare. I found that I wa different than them, I was chasing something, and I knew that whatever I was chasing, it was mine to chase. But, I still had to find my friend. So I looked onward in the cave. Once I reached the end of the cave, there he was, staring at the wall and shaking with fear. I went up to him and turned him around an there he was. I was joyious at first, but then I realized that he was different... He wasn't the friend I remembered, the trip in the cave changed him. I was sad now because I didn't recognize my friend, and he didn't recognize me. We didn't know eachother anymore, but it was to late. We were at the end of the cave and we couldn't turn back now. It was now that I realized that I chased a ghost all during my time in the cave. I was chasing something that didn't exist. That had no purpose. And I was scared. Scared because I didn't know what to do now. I was empty an alone in the cave with a friend I didn't know. I spent my time chasing something that wasn't there. There you go, thats the story, the more I think about it, the more I feel that it applies to me.. :(