Dearest love, I hope this finds you well I am kidding this is probably hell.
Lonely stranger with a brush in hand Never saw me sneaking up on him Tonight say goodbye to what you thought you knew. Paradox, by Alesana
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About Me
The Rev
Febuary 9 1981 to December 28 2009
James Owen Sullivanmore commonly known by his stage name The Rev (shortened version of The Reverend Tholomew Plague), grew up and lived in Huntington Beach California. He received his first pair of drum sticks at the age of four and own drum set at the age of ten. In high school, he started playing in bands. was an American musician and songwriter. He was was also a vocalist, songwriter, and pianist for Avenged Sevenfold. His piano-playing can be heard on the tracks "Seize the Day", "Fiction", "Save Me" and "Warmness on the Soul". His vocals are featured in Avenged Sevenfold's "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Brompton Cocktail", "Critical Acclaim", "Crossroads", "Gunslinger", "Lost", "Scream", "Afterlife", "Save Me", "Eternal Rest", "Flash of The Blade", "Strength of the World", "Bat Country", "Almost Easy" and "Fiction". He also wrote the songs "Almost Easy", "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Afterlife", "Fiction", "Welcome to the Family," the piano part of "Save Me", and "Demons".He diedin his home on December 28, 2009. Police ruled out foul play and noted his death appeared to be from natural causes. An autopsy performed on December 30, 2009 was inconclusive, but toxicology results revealed to the public in June that he died from an overdose of Oxycodone (Percocet), oxymorphone (a metabolite of oxycodone), diazepam (Valium), nordiazepam (a metabolite of diazepam) and alcohol. The coroner noted cardiomegaly (enlarged heart) as a "significant condition" that may have played a role in his death. On January 6, 2010, a private funeral was held and then he was buried in Huntington Beach, California. Shortly after his death, A7X dedicated their fifth studio album Nightmare (released that same year) to him, as well as several songs, including "So Far Away", which had been written by band mate (and childhood friend) Synyster Gates; and "Fiction", which was the last song written by The Rev himself.
Save Me
Skull!
Aaaah
They all know They all know
Sorry did I wake your dreams? Some questions run too deep We only only wake up when we sleep Led by the lunar light, trouble's all we'd find Lost our way tonight
Is it something we said? Is it something we said to them? Is it something we said?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world, Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream, I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know
They all know They all know
Ever since the day you left my fate's been set unknown How many years to walk this path alone? So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes? Why can't I shut mine?
Is it something we did? Is it something we did to them? Is it something we did?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Aaaah
Help me find my way I said help me find my way No pulse inside of me Stone cold lips and heresy All lies into a degree Losing who I wanna be
You'll find out right now
He may be out of his mind, but some day you will find That sanity's left us all blind, and dragged us all behind A moment seen through those eyes, crystal blue disguise They say that all beauty must die, I say it just moves on...
If you'd only open your mind, then someday you will find Insanity left us behind, and walked right through the door I can see the pictures clear as yesterday, pictures all my own I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Tonight we all die young [x6] Tonight we all die Tonight we all die young .
Fiction
Now I think I understand How this world can overcome a man Like a friend we saw it through In the end I gave my life for you
Gave you all I had to give Found a place for me to rest my head While I may be hard to find Heard there's peace just on the other side
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
Left this life to set me free Took a piece of you inside of me All this hurt can finally fade Promise me you'll never feel afraid
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
I hope it's worth it Here on the highway, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I hope you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
I hope it's worth it What's left behind me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
Favourite Music
Avenged Sevenfold Take back the Roman Dimmu Borgir We butter the bread with butter Cradle of Filth Children of Bodom Mayday Parade Alesana The Doors Marilyn Manson Iron Maiden Bullet for my valentine(there old stuff) Basickly I LOVE music
You put on a brave face and a fake smile, ready for another day of hate and discrimination. You got that 'I don't care, ok?' expression, you're so used to it, it doesn't bother you anymore, the eyes staring, the voices, the names. Nothing changes, well not for you anyway, the hope and joy has drained out of your body, you have a routine, school. Home . School. Home , no friends, becosue the friends you make were fake and didn't care. It's you against the world.
Didn't want a battle,
Yet you declared war,
Each knock you gave me made me stronger than before,
I will not give up,
I will not give in,
You won't make me fall,
I won't let you win.
I don't know what to think, what to feel, I'm so numb it's like a cycle ,and I cant escape. I wish pills lasted forever you, your the cause please take this away take me away I'm dissolving gone from the wind lost forever because of you.....
My eyes, burning to little sockets, ashy tears, the color of Onyx.
Piece by piece, drop by drop, rip the flesh, and spill the blood.
Crack my bones,and pull my hair, claw at my face Ill soon be there.
1step, 2step 3,4,5 pain in my veins, it won't end well.
Cold and silent, curling up. I manage to look into there eyes, cold and heartless, I see the death, in there eyes, I know they feel no remorse, emotionless, my body is gone numb, crumbling away, like a ancient book. Bits in the air, and nothing more.....
There's this person I thought that they were nice, but it turns out they were just a user, a lier and accuser they pretened to like me just so they won't be alone. I hate that person becouse of that and I can never forgive. I trusted you but you lied....
I really hate sertan people, becouse they just say things they dont even mean, it just pisses me the hell off. Id rather be a old person alone then with someone who just using me so they wont be alone.