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thelastchapter

Raven Mordred-paine
27 / Female / secret, United Kingdom
Straight
Member since: Nov 02, 2012
Last online: Jan 30, 2014

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About Me

 

The Rev

Febuary 9 1981 to December 28 2009

 

 

James Owen Sullivan  more commonly known by his stage name The Rev (shortened version of The Reverend Tholomew Plague), grew up and lived in Huntington Beach California. He received his first pair of drum sticks at the age of four and own drum set at the age of ten. In high school, he started playing in bands. was an American musician and songwriter. He was was also a vocalist, songwriter, and pianist for Avenged Sevenfold. His piano-playing can be heard on the tracks "Seize the Day", "Fiction", "Save Me" and "Warmness on the Soul". His vocals are featured in Avenged Sevenfold's "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Brompton Cocktail", "Critical Acclaim", "Crossroads", "Gunslinger", "Lost", "Scream", "Afterlife", "Save Me", "Eternal Rest", "Flash of The Blade", "Strength of the World", "Bat Country", "Almost Easy" and "Fiction". He also wrote the songs "Almost Easy", "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Afterlife", "Fiction", "Welcome to the Family," the piano part of "Save Me", and "Demons".  He died  in his home on December 28, 2009. Police ruled out foul play and noted his death appeared to be from natural causes. An autopsy performed on December 30, 2009 was inconclusive, but toxicology results revealed to the public in June that he died from an overdose of Oxycodone (Percocet), oxymorphone (a metabolite of oxycodone), diazepam (Valium), nordiazepam (a metabolite of diazepam) and alcohol. The coroner noted cardiomegaly (enlarged heart) as a "significant condition" that may have played a role in his death. On January 6, 2010, a private funeral was held and then he was buried in Huntington Beach, California. Shortly after his death, A7X dedicated their fifth studio album Nightmare (released that same year) to him, as well as several songs, including "So Far Away", which had been written by band mate (and childhood friend) Synyster Gates; and "Fiction", which was the last song written by The Rev himself.

Save Me

Skull!

Aaaah

They all know
They all know

Sorry did I wake your dreams?
Some questions run too deep
We only only wake up when we sleep
Led by the lunar light, trouble's all we'd find
Lost our way tonight

Is it something we said?
Is it something we said to them?
Is it something we said?

Save me -
I'm trapped in a vile world,
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me -
I'm losing my only dream,
I can use some guiding light, some place to go
If you hear me let me know

They all know
They all know

Ever since the day you left my fate's been set unknown
How many years to walk this path alone?
So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes?
Why can't I shut mine?

Is it something we did?
Is it something we did to them?
Is it something we did?

Save me -
I'm trapped in a vile world
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me -
I'm losing my only dream
I can use some guiding light, some place to go
If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know

Aaaah

Help me find my way
I said help me find my way
No pulse inside of me
Stone cold lips and heresy
All lies into a degree
Losing who I wanna be

You'll find out right now

He may be out of his mind, but some day you will find
That sanity's left us all blind, and dragged us all behind
A moment seen through those eyes, crystal blue disguise
They say that all beauty must die, I say it just moves on...

If you'd only open your mind, then someday you will find
Insanity left us behind, and walked right through the door
I can see the pictures clear as yesterday, pictures all my own
I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone

Save me -
I'm trapped in a vile world
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me -
I'm losing my only dream
I can use some guiding light, some place to go
If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know

Tonight we all die young [x6]
Tonight we all die
Tonight we all die young .

Fiction

Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

Left this life to set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid

Not that I could
Or that I would
Let it burn
Under my skin
Let it burn

I hope it's worth it
Here on the highway, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you
So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I hope you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

I hope it's worth it
What's left behind me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you
So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me, yeah
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

 

 

Favourite Music

Avenged Sevenfold
Take back the Roman
Dimmu Borgir
We butter the bread with butter
Cradle of Filth
Children of Bodom
Mayday Parade
Alesana
The Doors
Marilyn Manson
Iron Maiden
Bullet for my valentine(there old stuff)
Basickly I LOVE music

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Horror and action I write poetry..

Education / Occupation

Who I'd Like To Meet

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WafflesWifSyrup
Aug 25 2013, 04:42 PM
it's fine..xP
WafflesWifSyrup
Aug 23 2013, 03:31 PM
It's not important.
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gangsta
Jun 12 2013, 07:11 AM
i was askin u 2 be with me:)
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monsterboy234
Jun 09 2013, 05:16 AM
all of them there all good :)
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monsterboy234
Jun 07 2013, 03:30 PM
FINNTROLL As I lay dying Red Nickleback Slipknot Avenged sevenfold BMTH Bullet for my valentine(there old stuff) White chapel The Doors BVB (there old stuff) Marilyn manson :)
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monsterboy234
Jun 06 2013, 01:42 PM
i like youre musik some of them are amazing
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monsterboy234
Jun 06 2013, 01:35 PM
any metal and bvb you :)
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monsterboy234
Jun 06 2013, 01:24 PM
cool i love musik :)
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monsterboy234
Jun 06 2013, 01:13 PM
not mutch you
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monsterboy234
Jun 06 2013, 12:58 PM
no problems and thanks for accepting :)
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Journal

Nov 03 2013, 03:32 PM
The mirror reflects someone I dont even know A person lost in the dark, shrouded in shadow The reflection gets darker and is starting to dim I cant see my soul anymore.. hidden within.. The light fades further and it gets darker still Just as I loose all inner hope and will The shadows get deeper loosing all it defines And yet just outside the sun always shines The mirror gets cloudy and fills with a haze And yet fixated the dark reflection stays The mirror has lost its holding onto the wall Down to the hard ground of rock it inevidably will fall Shattering into silver shards with silent screams In slow motion it falls like the darkest of dreams The floor is all covered in blood and broken glass The pools of crimson grows as the time does pass The reflection is gone at the ultimate cost Never again to shine.. the meaning is lost The shadows grow around without any gain And yet all the hidden meanings remain....
Oct 04 2013, 03:23 PM
Today I achully feel posative the stress is gone Im just chilling listing to Amy Winehouse and taking things how they are. :) Good vibes and Ill be moveing out soon so Ill be able to sort myself out Im exited but nervous at the same time as it will be a new experiance.
Aug 15 2013, 01:56 PM
Deep within the withered souls of night, Comes winds of past winters darkest heights, Amid the baron misty forest along frozen pines, Emerges black flame like some sacred relic in time. Messages from akasha flow as if some wintry powder, Realizing it was sent by the demons from our lord father.
Jun 17 2013, 04:16 PM
I asked my lucky star tonight To make my wish come true I must have not wished hard enough For I am still missing yoeu.. With every day that passes by I wish that I could hold yoeu tight For a brief moment in time, To be able to say yoeu are mine, The star I wished upon tonight Didn't make my fantasy come true Because yoeu are still so far away And I am still missing yoeu.
Jun 11 2013, 02:07 PM
You used me I thought you were the key So now I will never be free... I thought you loved me, But I was totally wrong, I thought you were my forever, I thought you were my song. I was wrong
Jun 06 2013, 04:14 PM
http://youtu.be/qqU9-0uuGAU reminds me of a specil person I had 3
Jun 02 2013, 04:07 PM
http://youtu.be/CtIR9O2mgqw
May 30 2013, 04:19 PM
Feeling down, alone, and empty inside Decusions to make, but can't decide Hurt from pain of a broken heart Days go on as if they are dark Looking for happiness, the light to return My soul feels empty cold and left to burn... Ill treat you the way you deserve Ill show you I'm worthy of your glory Together well live a beautiful story One more chance to find romance Without a single backward glance I'll prove to you that its not through There's still so much we have to do...
May 29 2013, 03:48 PM
I feel the pain slowly enter my veins I feel the life being slowly taken away I'm torn between two people The person I was before And the person I am now I get cat in the middle I can't seem to just choose one I've been lied to so much I've been hurt to many times to count And I know I'm going to keep falling No one understands my agony No one will ever realize how tortured I feel I keep it inside because it's to hard to explain But I know that my happiness is real When I actually feel it... I feel like I'm going insane I feel like everything in this life I've lived Is only getting worse I feel like I'm slowly diying It's to hard to explain And I cant remember every detail I just know what I know I feel like I can't trust anyone I can't change who I am inside But sometimes I just want the pain to end It seems I'm constantly hurting It seems the happiness doesn't ever come I feel so alone...
May 28 2013, 04:27 PM
I never really knew yoeu yoeu were just another friend But when I got to know yoeu I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry the feelings of me being nothing Nothing important... me being worthless yoeu throw away all my sorrows and mourning In to the thick darkness of the night Claim back the long lost smile Back into my face at early dawn Ive been in this sad lonely for years Break the walls and enter my heart. Untie the chains, Hold my hand and let me out. Release my soul held deep within… I’m ready now Take my hand And enter me to a nicer world...

Nov 03 2013, 03:32 PM

The mirror reflects someone I dont even know A person lost in the dark, shrouded in shadow The reflection gets darker and is starting to dim I cant see my soul anymore.. hidden within.. The light fades further and it gets darker still Just as I loose all inner hope and will The shadows get deeper loosing all it defines And yet just outside the sun always shines The mirror gets cloudy and fills with a haze And yet fixated the dark reflection stays The mirror has lost its holding onto the wall Down to the hard ground of rock it inevidably will fall Shattering into silver shards with silent screams In slow motion it falls like the darkest of dreams The floor is all covered in blood and broken glass The pools of crimson grows as the time does pass The reflection is gone at the ultimate cost Never again to shine.. the meaning is lost The shadows grow around without any gain And yet all the hidden meanings remain....

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Oct 04 2013, 03:23 PM

Today I achully feel posative the stress is gone Im just chilling listing to Amy Winehouse and taking things how they are. :) Good vibes and Ill be moveing out soon so Ill be able to sort myself out Im exited but nervous at the same time as it will be a new experiance.

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Aug 15 2013, 01:56 PM

Deep within the withered souls of night, Comes winds of past winters darkest heights, Amid the baron misty forest along frozen pines, Emerges black flame like some sacred relic in time. Messages from akasha flow as if some wintry powder, Realizing it was sent by the demons from our lord father.

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Jun 17 2013, 04:16 PM

I asked my lucky star tonight To make my wish come true I must have not wished hard enough For I am still missing yoeu.. With every day that passes by I wish that I could hold yoeu tight For a brief moment in time, To be able to say yoeu are mine, The star I wished upon tonight Didn't make my fantasy come true Because yoeu are still so far away And I am still missing yoeu.

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Jun 11 2013, 02:07 PM

You used me I thought you were the key So now I will never be free... I thought you loved me, But I was totally wrong, I thought you were my forever, I thought you were my song. I was wrong

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Jun 06 2013, 04:14 PM

http://youtu.be/qqU9-0uuGAU reminds me of a specil person I had 3

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Jun 02 2013, 04:07 PM

http://youtu.be/CtIR9O2mgqw

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May 30 2013, 04:19 PM

Feeling down, alone, and empty inside Decusions to make, but can't decide Hurt from pain of a broken heart Days go on as if they are dark Looking for happiness, the light to return My soul feels empty cold and left to burn... Ill treat you the way you deserve Ill show you I'm worthy of your glory Together well live a beautiful story One more chance to find romance Without a single backward glance I'll prove to you that its not through There's still so much we have to do...

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May 29 2013, 03:48 PM

I feel the pain slowly enter my veins I feel the life being slowly taken away I'm torn between two people The person I was before And the person I am now I get cat in the middle I can't seem to just choose one I've been lied to so much I've been hurt to many times to count And I know I'm going to keep falling No one understands my agony No one will ever realize how tortured I feel I keep it inside because it's to hard to explain But I know that my happiness is real When I actually feel it... I feel like I'm going insane I feel like everything in this life I've lived Is only getting worse I feel like I'm slowly diying It's to hard to explain And I cant remember every detail I just know what I know I feel like I can't trust anyone I can't change who I am inside But sometimes I just want the pain to end It seems I'm constantly hurting It seems the happiness doesn't ever come I feel so alone...

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May 28 2013, 04:27 PM

I never really knew yoeu yoeu were just another friend But when I got to know yoeu I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry the feelings of me being nothing Nothing important... me being worthless yoeu throw away all my sorrows and mourning In to the thick darkness of the night Claim back the long lost smile Back into my face at early dawn Ive been in this sad lonely for years Break the walls and enter my heart. Untie the chains, Hold my hand and let me out. Release my soul held deep within… I’m ready now Take my hand And enter me to a nicer world...

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