Raven Mordred-paine
27 / Female / secret, United Kingdom
Straight
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About Me
The Rev
Febuary 9 1981 to December 28 2009
James Owen Sullivanmore commonly known by his stage name The Rev (shortened version of The Reverend Tholomew Plague), grew up and lived in Huntington Beach California. He received his first pair of drum sticks at the age of four and own drum set at the age of ten. In high school, he started playing in bands. was an American musician and songwriter. He was was also a vocalist, songwriter, and pianist for Avenged Sevenfold. His piano-playing can be heard on the tracks "Seize the Day", "Fiction", "Save Me" and "Warmness on the Soul". His vocals are featured in Avenged Sevenfold's "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Brompton Cocktail", "Critical Acclaim", "Crossroads", "Gunslinger", "Lost", "Scream", "Afterlife", "Save Me", "Eternal Rest", "Flash of The Blade", "Strength of the World", "Bat Country", "Almost Easy" and "Fiction". He also wrote the songs "Almost Easy", "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Afterlife", "Fiction", "Welcome to the Family," the piano part of "Save Me", and "Demons".He diedin his home on December 28, 2009. Police ruled out foul play and noted his death appeared to be from natural causes. An autopsy performed on December 30, 2009 was inconclusive, but toxicology results revealed to the public in June that he died from an overdose of Oxycodone (Percocet), oxymorphone (a metabolite of oxycodone), diazepam (Valium), nordiazepam (a metabolite of diazepam) and alcohol. The coroner noted cardiomegaly (enlarged heart) as a "significant condition" that may have played a role in his death. On January 6, 2010, a private funeral was held and then he was buried in Huntington Beach, California. Shortly after his death, A7X dedicated their fifth studio album Nightmare (released that same year) to him, as well as several songs, including "So Far Away", which had been written by band mate (and childhood friend) Synyster Gates; and "Fiction", which was the last song written by The Rev himself.
Save Me
Skull!
Aaaah
They all know They all know
Sorry did I wake your dreams? Some questions run too deep We only only wake up when we sleep Led by the lunar light, trouble's all we'd find Lost our way tonight
Is it something we said? Is it something we said to them? Is it something we said?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world, Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream, I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know
They all know They all know
Ever since the day you left my fate's been set unknown How many years to walk this path alone? So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes? Why can't I shut mine?
Is it something we did? Is it something we did to them? Is it something we did?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Aaaah
Help me find my way I said help me find my way No pulse inside of me Stone cold lips and heresy All lies into a degree Losing who I wanna be
You'll find out right now
He may be out of his mind, but some day you will find That sanity's left us all blind, and dragged us all behind A moment seen through those eyes, crystal blue disguise They say that all beauty must die, I say it just moves on...
If you'd only open your mind, then someday you will find Insanity left us behind, and walked right through the door I can see the pictures clear as yesterday, pictures all my own I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Tonight we all die young [x6] Tonight we all die Tonight we all die young .
Fiction
Now I think I understand How this world can overcome a man Like a friend we saw it through In the end I gave my life for you
Gave you all I had to give Found a place for me to rest my head While I may be hard to find Heard there's peace just on the other side
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
Left this life to set me free Took a piece of you inside of me All this hurt can finally fade Promise me you'll never feel afraid
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
I hope it's worth it Here on the highway, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I hope you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
I hope it's worth it What's left behind me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
Favourite Music
Avenged Sevenfold Take back the Roman Dimmu Borgir We butter the bread with butter Cradle of Filth Children of Bodom Mayday Parade Alesana The Doors Marilyn Manson Iron Maiden Bullet for my valentine(there old stuff) Basickly I LOVE music
The mirror reflects someone I dont even know
A person lost in the dark, shrouded in shadow
The reflection gets darker and is starting to dim
I cant see my soul anymore.. hidden within..
The light fades further and it gets darker still
Just as I loose all inner hope and will
The shadows get deeper loosing all it defines
And yet just outside the sun always shines
The mirror gets cloudy and fills with a haze
And yet fixated the dark reflection stays
The mirror has lost its holding onto the wall
Down to the hard ground of rock it inevidably will fall
Shattering into silver shards with silent screams
In slow motion it falls like the darkest of dreams
The floor is all covered in blood and broken glass
The pools of crimson grows as the time does pass
The reflection is gone at the ultimate cost
Never again to shine.. the meaning is lost
The shadows grow around without any gain
And yet all the hidden meanings remain....
Today I achully feel posative the stress is gone Im just chilling listing to Amy Winehouse and taking things how they are. :) Good vibes and Ill be moveing out soon so Ill be able to sort myself out Im exited but nervous at the same time as it will be a new experiance.
Deep within the withered souls of night,
Comes winds of past winters darkest heights,
Amid the baron misty forest along frozen pines,
Emerges black flame like some sacred relic in time.
Messages from akasha flow as if some wintry powder,
Realizing it was sent by the demons from our lord father.
I asked my lucky star tonight
To make my wish come true
I must have not wished hard enough
For I am still missing yoeu..
With every day that passes by
I wish that I could hold yoeu tight
For a brief moment in time,
To be able to say yoeu are mine,
The star I wished upon tonight
Didn't make my fantasy come true
Because yoeu are still so far away
And I am still missing yoeu.
You used me
I thought you were the key
So now I will never be free...
I thought you loved me,
But I was totally wrong,
I thought you were my forever,
I thought you were my song.
I was wrong
Feeling down, alone, and empty inside
Decusions to make, but can't decide
Hurt from pain of a broken heart
Days go on as if they are dark
Looking for happiness, the light to return
My soul feels empty cold and left to burn...
Ill treat you the way you deserve
Ill show you I'm worthy of your glory
Together well live a beautiful story
One more chance to find romance
Without a single backward glance
I'll prove to you that its not through
There's still so much we have to do...
I feel the pain slowly enter my veins
I feel the life being slowly taken away
I'm torn between two people
The person I was before
And the person I am now
I get cat in the middle
I can't seem to just choose one
I've been lied to so much
I've been hurt to many times to count
And I know I'm going to keep falling
No one understands my agony
No one will ever realize how tortured I feel
I keep it inside because it's to hard to explain
But I know that my happiness is real
When I actually feel it...
I feel like I'm going insane
I feel like everything in this life I've lived
Is only getting worse
I feel like I'm slowly diying
It's to hard to explain
And I cant remember every detail
I just know what I know
I feel like I can't trust anyone
I can't change who I am inside
But sometimes I just want the pain to end
It seems I'm constantly hurting
It seems the happiness doesn't ever come
I feel so alone...
I never really knew yoeu yoeu were just another friend
But when I got to know yoeu I let my heart unbend
I couldn't help past memories
That would only make me cry the feelings of me being nothing Nothing important...
me being worthless yoeu throw away all my sorrows and mourning
In to the thick darkness of the night
Claim back the long lost smile
Back into my face at early dawn
Ive been in this sad lonely for years
Break the walls and enter my heart.
Untie the chains,
Hold my hand and let me out.
Release my soul held deep within…
I’m ready now
Take my hand
And enter me to a nicer world...