Raven Mordred-paine
27 / Female / secret, United Kingdom
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About Me
The Rev
Febuary 9 1981 to December 28 2009
James Owen Sullivanmore commonly known by his stage name The Rev (shortened version of The Reverend Tholomew Plague), grew up and lived in Huntington Beach California. He received his first pair of drum sticks at the age of four and own drum set at the age of ten. In high school, he started playing in bands. was an American musician and songwriter. He was was also a vocalist, songwriter, and pianist for Avenged Sevenfold. His piano-playing can be heard on the tracks "Seize the Day", "Fiction", "Save Me" and "Warmness on the Soul". His vocals are featured in Avenged Sevenfold's "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Brompton Cocktail", "Critical Acclaim", "Crossroads", "Gunslinger", "Lost", "Scream", "Afterlife", "Save Me", "Eternal Rest", "Flash of The Blade", "Strength of the World", "Bat Country", "Almost Easy" and "Fiction". He also wrote the songs "Almost Easy", "A Little Piece of Heaven", "Afterlife", "Fiction", "Welcome to the Family," the piano part of "Save Me", and "Demons".He diedin his home on December 28, 2009. Police ruled out foul play and noted his death appeared to be from natural causes. An autopsy performed on December 30, 2009 was inconclusive, but toxicology results revealed to the public in June that he died from an overdose of Oxycodone (Percocet), oxymorphone (a metabolite of oxycodone), diazepam (Valium), nordiazepam (a metabolite of diazepam) and alcohol. The coroner noted cardiomegaly (enlarged heart) as a "significant condition" that may have played a role in his death. On January 6, 2010, a private funeral was held and then he was buried in Huntington Beach, California. Shortly after his death, A7X dedicated their fifth studio album Nightmare (released that same year) to him, as well as several songs, including "So Far Away", which had been written by band mate (and childhood friend) Synyster Gates; and "Fiction", which was the last song written by The Rev himself.
Save Me
Skull!
Aaaah
They all know They all know
Sorry did I wake your dreams? Some questions run too deep We only only wake up when we sleep Led by the lunar light, trouble's all we'd find Lost our way tonight
Is it something we said? Is it something we said to them? Is it something we said?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world, Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream, I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know
They all know They all know
Ever since the day you left my fate's been set unknown How many years to walk this path alone? So much to see tonight, so why'd you close your eyes? Why can't I shut mine?
Is it something we did? Is it something we did to them? Is it something we did?
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Aaaah
Help me find my way I said help me find my way No pulse inside of me Stone cold lips and heresy All lies into a degree Losing who I wanna be
You'll find out right now
He may be out of his mind, but some day you will find That sanity's left us all blind, and dragged us all behind A moment seen through those eyes, crystal blue disguise They say that all beauty must die, I say it just moves on...
If you'd only open your mind, then someday you will find Insanity left us behind, and walked right through the door I can see the pictures clear as yesterday, pictures all my own I can hear the voices begging you to stay, but know you're not alone
Save me - I'm trapped in a vile world Where the endings are the same as every other We're only here to die Save me - I'm losing my only dream I can use some guiding light, some place to go If you hear me let me know, if you hear me let me know
Tonight we all die young [x6] Tonight we all die Tonight we all die young .
Fiction
Now I think I understand How this world can overcome a man Like a friend we saw it through In the end I gave my life for you
Gave you all I had to give Found a place for me to rest my head While I may be hard to find Heard there's peace just on the other side
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
Left this life to set me free Took a piece of you inside of me All this hurt can finally fade Promise me you'll never feel afraid
Not that I could Or that I would Let it burn Under my skin Let it burn
I hope it's worth it Here on the highway, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I hope you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
I hope it's worth it What's left behind me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you So tell everybody The ones who walk beside me, yeah I know you'll find your own way When I'm not with you tonight
Favourite Music
Avenged Sevenfold Take back the Roman Dimmu Borgir We butter the bread with butter Cradle of Filth Children of Bodom Mayday Parade Alesana The Doors Marilyn Manson Iron Maiden Bullet for my valentine(there old stuff) Basickly I LOVE music
I was trapped
In this shithole
I was torn, tangled, caged, like an animal
I was not a me, a who, an it
I was shit..
I was shit when I started, I will be shit when I die
I was alone..
I thought within time the feelings would go away and they did that feeling of sadness,being forever alone,snubbed all those feelings just to dissapered..
I found a specil person who made me feel like I was worth it they made me smile for the first time in my life they made me feel like I could tell all my proplems to them. yoeu are perfect just the way yoeu are my heart no longer has a scar
and, yoeu are the owner of the key..
The moment I think about yoeu
I go to another world
A world where yoeu love me too
And where I can never be hurt
The truth is I don’t know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with yoeur love simply sank
Maybe loving yoeu isn’t a mistake
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile
Maybe in yoeur presence my heart wouldn’t break
Maybe I can just dream for a while…
As I lie in my bed,
Yoeur name running through my head.Yoeu are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.
I will never forget yoeu
For my love is honest and true
A million stars up in the sky
one shines brighter I can't deny
A love so precious a love so true
a love that comes from me to yoeu
The angels sing when yoeu are near
within yoeur arms I have nothing to fear
Yoeu always know just what to say
just talking to yoeu makes my day
I love yoeu honey with all of my heart
together forever and never to part
Would yoeu care if we quit talking..
Would yoeu care if I went walking..
I like it when yoeur by my side
I hate it when yoeu try to hide
All the cheating and the lies
Brings me one step closer to saying goodbye
I know the cheating is a fact
because I've caught yoeu in the act
I wish I had more trust in yoeu
but it's kinda hard when I busted yoeu
Seems to me yoeu wouldn't care
even if I wasn't there
But yoeu were everything to me
which is why I wanted yoeu me to always be....
Love how yoeu always understand
I love it when yoeu hold my hand
I love it when yoeu make me smile
And how yoeu never make me cry.
I love how we can talk for hours.
I love the silly things yoeu say
I love that yoeu always brighten my day
I love the random things yoeu do.
I guess what I'm tryin' to say is...
I love yoeu yoeu are my heaven..
yoeu are my passion....
yoeu are my wish,
yoeu are the peace of my soul..
yoeu are the calmness of my eyes,
yoeu are the heartbeat of my heart..
I love yoeu more then yoeu know and I hope yoeu feel the same way to...
I don't normally do these but today I am I feel like I am alone
and the only one who is listing is this diary :( I hate the fact that sertin people accuse me of lieing and I have never lie about anything also I hate the fact that I got cheated on twice (that really pissed me off)and I hate the fact that sertin people at school piss me of....Am I the most unlucky person in the world or what /.\
Dreams that I treasure
Slip to quickly away..
I wish that I could stay in bed
And dream of yoeu all day
For daytime brings the sadness
Of having yoeu no more
How Id love to turn back time
And make it as before...
When yoeur feeling down and blue and life is being cruel to yoeu just remember yoeur not on yoeur own Im always there yoeur never alone yoeu might not be able to see my face as hard as yoeu look around the place but close yoeur eyes and think of me and before yoeu know it yoeu will have me keep me in the midst of yoeur mind and life will seem easier I think yoeull find so when life gets to hard to bare just close yoeur eyes and Ill be there.