Jul 13 2021, 02:06 AM

I live in a musical 

Im unique 

Not unusual

Take me by the hand

Say a simple lyric

Soon you will understand

Smile at me

Never leave me be

Hold me tight

Don't let me go 

Always put up a fight

Now it will be

Every day you will see

Just how much you mean to me

With a laugh

Threw the tears

We hold hands 

Simply spinning

No one else understands

Every ding

Every nock

A door opens

There's never a lock

Let your perception be real

Not just what you feel

Its a mixture of both

That entwines our hearts

Mended together with the lyrics of love.

Jun 16 2021, 05:06 AM

so somthing shitty just happened i had the choice of being "apart of my family" or "not". i chose not so idk what will happen to me. just yaa

Jun 14 2021, 05:08 PM

Im breaking that connection 

Im breaking this part

Im saying goodbye

Even if its just for now

I will always feel that high

Im completely mesmerized by the love

But tonight i say bye

I feel like i'm hanging onto a waits

Thats going to fall anyway

Ive tried holding on

I wanted everything

But i think its to far gone

So as hard as this is

However much il cry

From my own choice

Possible a mistake

Of saying goodbye.

I fell for you

I love you

I will always

But deep down inside

I feel unsatisfied

I needed to give you all of me

I wanted you to have that part of me

It could have been great

I wanted that life with you

Tonight im saying

That you had the best part of me

You could have been one with me

We could have been forever

A home

A family

Every thing that comes with love

I chose you and to share me with you

I said i would be here

But every day

I get no text

No response

Is another day 

I die inside

When the person you love

The one you chose

Has already let go

Theres no hanging on

As much as i may want to

I think this is the end

May 03 2021, 05:51 PM

Every breath Every bit of air Releases from my body In complete despair I feel the rhythm Of my heart beating slow As it beginnings to moan in sorrow I gave him my heart Did i tell you he ripped it out He smiled while he did it Looking deep in my eyes He whispered in my ear and to my surprise It was the famous three words… I love you he said As he put his hand in my chest grabbed my beating heart and pulled it out. He seemed so content with himself. He enjoyed the pain he gave me He loved it And to his delight he had every bit of me He twisted it and turned it Until i breathed no longer He left me there a wilted flower I was once beautiful and joyful I let him kill me I let him do this to me I though he loved me How could i have believe that I must be more stupid than i thought To let him in Totally and completely like that