(If every vein is red out of the blue)
I held a diamond to the sun to count the moments on account of the way you
Smile
(Oh we're in slow motion when you)
Smile Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides, by Pierce The Veil
Raymond Thomas
26 / Male / Springhill/FL/NA, United States
Not Sure / Forever Alone
Member since:
Feb 05, 2014
Last online:
Aug 05, 2014
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About Me
My names Ray.... I currently live in Florida, I kinda signed up on this website to have a place to vent to because normally I dont have many people I feel like I can fully trust... Me and my family have been through a lot, from my abusive father to my narcissistic brother. Its not like I never get chances to be happy but the chances I get are slim, my whole life I've bottled up my anger and emotions, and now im just almost always angry. I cant stop thinking of about smashing in the skull of someone I dont like or kicking the crap out of someone as some righteous act of justice, it goes through my mind but I control it. I dont really have too many real friends that I can talk to and rely on and I just feel uncomfortable talking to my family... I always feel unacceptable by them and a lot of people... I know the whole label emo that goes along with people with long hair is a stereotype and its wrong... Which is why I get mad when people call me emo I guess.... I have long hair because I like to hide my face, it kinda makes me feel comforted like people dont have to see what I fully look like and they dont pay as much attention to my face, I feel guy and disgusted with myself most of the time. im not trying to make some pity attempt to get people to feel sorry for me its just for once I want someone who at least acknowledges me as human to know the real me...
Well other than that crap xD
-im 6ft tall c:
-I have light brown eyes
-im 220 pounds xD
-I love to draw and listen to music
-My favorite pass time is cuddling and watching movies c:
-I love almost everyone and everything cx unless you give me a reason not to.
-I try to be as nice as possible c:
-im always open to new things...
-I will talk to anyone who needs help or advice ^^
-I have KIK just ask for it c:
-And I have an okay butt.
Favourite Music
I like all kinds of music, Dubstep, Electronika, Rave, Old school Rap, Alternative Rock, Punk, you name it c: the only thing I dont like too much is country I guess xD
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Watch sooooooo much anime, it inspired my love for drawing, I love SAO, Attack On Titan, and a lot more shows just ask c:
Cirque Du Freak, .Hack, Sword of Truth Series, The Leviathan Series, and More xD
Education / Occupation
I currently attend High school as a sophomore, im turning 16 so yeah xD I kinda wanna work at gamestop as my first start out job cause I know the people there really well...
Who I'd Like To Meet
Just nice people who wanna talk and be friendly, people willing to understand and sometimes need someone to listen c: