Every day it's still the same dull knife,
Stab it through and justify your pride
One final fight, for this tonight
With knives and pens we made our plight Knives and Pens, by Black Veil Brides
Darci Day
36 / Female / wiscasset, maine, United States
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About Me
Under the veil of darkness, our soul struggles to survive as loneliness takes it's hold; poisoning our hearts like a venomous viper. We watch as our world begins to burn, the flames of chaos turning everything we love to ash....i try to inhale but succumb to the pain with every heart-wrenching breath. The waves of violence and fear flash before my eyes; carving a path of destruction into my porcelain skin. I scream until my lungs bleed but my cries go unheard; A'las, I have abandoned all hope. This can't be happening. How could this life i had once known and loved become so deadly? So dangerous? So utterly terrifying?
Innocence had been shattered at a young age, and the storms flooded my heart in waves of rage. Was this a dream? An unforgiving nightmare? People i had trusted betrayed me.....abuse ensued at the hands of the ones i had loved. Such a loving family was now shattered by an unthinkable tragedy. I felt my sanity slipping through my fingers as i fell to my knees. Madness had engulfed me, hearing my own tormenting thoughts drive me deeper into my own paranoia. Through the tears i began to pray, asking the Lord to help me, to pull me out of this forest of despair. I felt lost, hopeless, and my legs would no longer carry me. No longer could i run from what was happening to me and i prayed the madman inside my head would be forever silenced.
I wish i could find the words to explain what happened next. I wish i could express the peace i had experienced but no words can be found. The Lord had changed my life in ways i would have never expected, and His grace had saved me from death. My once darkened mind was enveloped by peace unlike anything i have ever felt before, and it was at that point that my life had turned around.
Life can be extremely painful and make you feel hopeless, worthless, like your life means nothing but WE ARE ALL ALIVE FOR A REASON! Never give up on each other and never give up on yourselves. You all have the strength to make it through, and though it rains at night, the sun will once again return
With all that said:
-I party straight edge (NO DRUGS)
-i love lightning storms
-MUSIC IS MY LIFE, WITHOUT IT, I WOULD NOT EXIST :)
-I am also proud to say I LOVE THE LORD WITH ALL MY HEART!! :)
-Fast cars
-PITBULL ADVOCATE
-I'm open minded, and very non-judging. Your lifestyle is your own choice and i am totally happy and content with that :)
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