Sep 20 2012, 02:47 PM

the summer of 69- Bryan Adams <3 this song brings up sooo many memories from when i was in the 9 th grade haha all the girls played this all the time :') <3 I got my first real six-string Bought it at the five-and-dime Played it till my fingers bled Was the summer of '69 Me and some guys from school Had a band and we tried real hard Jimmy quit, Jody got married Shoulda known, we'd never get far Oh when I look back now That summer seemed to last forever And if I had the choice Yeah, I'd always want to be there Those were the best days of my life Ain't no use in complainin' When you got a job to do Spent my evenings down at the drive-in And that's when I met you Standin' on your mama's porch You told me that you'd wait forever Oh and when you held my hand I knew that it was now or never Those were the best days of my life Oh yeah Back in the summer of '69 Ohhh Man we were killin' time We were young and restless We needed to unwind I guess nothin' can last forever, forever, no And now the times are changin' Look at everything that's come and gone Sometimes when I play that old six-string Think about you wonder what went wrong Standin' on your mama's porch You told me it would last forever Oh and when you held my hand I knew that it was now or never Those were the best days of my life Oh yeah Back in the summer of '69 Un-huh It was the summer of '69, oh yeah Me and my baby in '69, oh

Sep 17 2012, 03:23 AM

I finally got wifi noooooooooooow at my granny's place u.u" Grrrrrrr that took them long enough to get it :O ! well the trip from Barcelona to Torrevieja( near Alicante) on the southern-spanish east coast went well :D Well yesterday then i was having a sunday roast at my fav british pub here :D god how i had missed my scottish friends who has that specific pub called the Irish rover :'3 <3 the first thing they noticed was that i had changed hair color again :ppppp i had pink hair when i was seeing them the last time in december/january xD and now its black but i will dye it dark purple sooooonish ;D Yay i will get a manicure, pedicure and a new haircut soonish too :'3 ^-^ Its soo damn hot here now ;-; soo i cant be out all that much until later in the day or i will get badly sunburned Dx and i gotta take care of my beautiful vampire white skin ;D i will have no wrinkles when i am older because if me fearing being out in the sun too much :p Anyways i <3 my bf soo much :333333333333 and if people is bothered by me talking or writing to much about him then I DONT GIVE A FUCK about that :p I am soooo happy atm, i havent been this happy in many years :] life is finally going the way i want for it go :D and yeah i will buy something really fancy for my bf hehe :') xxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u almost but Cullen the most (: xxxxxxxxx <3

Sep 13 2012, 11:54 AM

Well as almost all of u on here knows then i arrived in Barcelona yesterday and i was kinda just chilling at the hotel then because i was soooo tired o.o and yeah its soo annoying with all the spanish guys who hits on me D:< Especially the waiter that i had when i was eating dinner u.u" , i even left that pub early and didnt take with me half of my sandwich because it was too much fat in it aha :P.. my granny later told me that he asked for me and was disappointed that i didnt wanted to take with me last half of the sandwich .. XDDD WELL feel the rejection and disappointment :O! Hm being in the central of Barcelona today was awesome soo much beautiful architechture and soo much beautiful people :p <3 Well the best thing today when my bf told me that he had bought something for the both of us that .. literally took my breath away when he told me what it really was :') .. i seriously cried .. happy tears and r still smiling like a fool because of it :D It has been a dream of mine since i was like 14 to get a gift like that by the right guy :D <3 and i do feel and hope that my cullen r my one true love that i have been searching for my whole life :] <3 i just love him more and more for each day that goes by <3 He's perfect in my eyes <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Sep 11 2012, 01:00 PM

Being in Strasbourg yesterday was soo awesome :] such a beautiful city and romantic too :p ( i do wish that i could have spend my time there with my bf instead of with my granny and her husband >.<) and well today has been good been going all the way from the north of France to the South of France ;D I am soo in love with the little villa with the pool that my granny rented just for the day .. so beautiful and big :D and the wifi here is superfast too :p The french countryside is soo romantic too and all french people r beautiful too :] The only thing that bothers me is the heat o.o sooo damn hot xD well its better being here than in rainy Sweden at least hehe :O! I will finally go to Barcelona tomorrow and stay there until saturday :D woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo <3 And last but not least i miss and i love u , Cullen c: <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ur like my dream guy ;D and the sexiest guy i have ever seen :p xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Sep 08 2012, 01:11 PM

OMG :O i love being in Germany :') and Lübeck is such a beautiful old city <3 it took my breath away :D <3 i could surely see myself living there in the future :p <3 Mmmmm soo much great food and awesome german people :D soo many checked me out :D but i aint interested in them :p And to my bf CULLEN i might be a bit drunk at the moment (ouzo+ ginger al= awesome) xD anyways back to the point :D I love u and only u and u dont need to worry about me flirting with other guys :) <3 u r the only one who has my heart :] <3 Love u sooo much so that i just wanna run outside and scream it out too the world soo that everyone knows that i am yours hehe c: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Sep 03 2012, 10:54 AM

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i cant wait for thursday or friday too come .. GERMANY, FRANCE and SPAIN here i come :333333 <3 I soo need a change of scenery since i have been a bit down lately and since some people on here has been EXTREMY rude towards me u.u" Well i am who i am and i am gonna continue being soo and u people that r jealous of me ..FUCK OFF :O! I am a strong person because of all the shit that i have been through, and noone can really take me down :p <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Sep 02 2012, 06:41 AM

PEOPLE should fucking stop downrating me on here u.u" I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THAT BEAUTIFUL and i am soooooooo fat!!!! and because of all of u that hates me well i am fucking gonna make myself skinny as FUCK then u.u ! I am who i am and i am not gonna change that ( when it comes to my personality! AND too all of u jealous people on here JEALOUSLY doesnt look good on anyone ;D xxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u almost xxxxxxxxxx <3

Aug 28 2012, 11:07 AM

.-. .... why the fuck did i cut myself again? i will never really get out of that addiction ...... now i just need to hide those damn scars to everyone around me >_> Fuck this !

Aug 27 2012, 02:15 PM

writing 3 journal entries in one day and no comments? BOOOOOOOOOOO on that D': Hm.....people should stop asking me to tell more about myself Dx i like to remain a mystery :D ( to protect myself from getting hurt) and i i only have a few close friends because i have been stabbed too much in the past and i dont trust people easily ... i try to be happy but my mood and life is always up and down and i get affected easily by all sorts of stuff.. people, animals, ghosts/spirits u.u (the last thing drains me really of energy) I am a wiccan.. and NO its NOT like im some freaking harry potter character c: its about loving the nature and be kind and do some chanting and yeah light magic c: <3 ( dark magic ehm.. done and brought me bad luck) people prolly thinks i am weird believing in stuff like this but i do and I DONT GIVE A FUCK if u don't <3 I love my family and friends and i would do anything to protect them <3 even die o.o <3 I love being in the nature and near watery stuff like lakes and seas and spooky places like graveyards and hanuted and abandoned houses :3333 HM i dont expect much in life :') but i hope that i will get into a realtionship in the future thou hehe :) <3 I can wait for a good guy c: The dreams i have of sometime in a quite near future to move to thr uk and get a job and a UK bf :) is still what makes me still going on in life <3 despite the bad times i have in it <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

Aug 27 2012, 03:28 AM

i couldnt keep away from the site :D Anyways its never my turn to get luck with love or anything and yeah i already know that i am sooooo damn ugly 6,4 out of 10 here .-. thats why i am starving myself atm ..well that and one other thing..... I will get what i want..not because i can be a bit spoiled but because i am a fighter and have been through a few near death experiences ..... that one time involving someone in my family, when my bf abused me .__., and the one time i drank half a bottla of vodka straight up aha ! ( Never doing that again worst hangover the day after xD ) I have also been : sleeping on the victoria coach station (London) one night , sleeping one night at Gatwick aiport and etc... xD that gives u perspective in life seeing people less unfortunate than u and also that one time i didnt have anywhere to live last summer and went from hostel to hostel and even a few times begged social services to find myself somewhere to live.. :/ that almost broke my heart.... its hard to experience i thing like that.... I am still having hope anyways in life because i have my lovely family ( My dad is my hero) <3 and my relatives all of them beautiful just like me :D but especially Kari ( one of my aunts) she's just like me and understands why i do the crazy stuff i do in life :') <3 and to the few friends i have ( i dont have many and i dont trust easily since things in the past) <33333 And least but not last to My friends in the UK : Matt, Nigel, Kate, Jessica, Hanna, Jord, Katie and etc :D u mean very much to me and r the reason also very much why i wanna move to the UK in the near future so i can be closer to u and suppport u <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love all of u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3