Feb 06 2012, 08:43 PM

And to this day, he.. Hates me. And i love him. He stays in my head, even as hard as i try to forget... for him, i try to forget so he can be happy. The most beautiful name he carried along with him... Carmen. It slides arcoss your tounge as you say it... Carmen. I will never forget, i now know that. And i dont regret meeting him, or loving him, my only regret... Is losing him. I can live with his hatetred, but i cant live knowing that he regrets meeting me. Love used to mean somethings to me.. i dont really know anymore... In only sure on one thing, He is the most beautiful soul and heart, And i still lurv him, but he hates me. And his nose is beautiful, perfect to kiss.

Feb 06 2012, 08:33 PM

I can remember that day, Almost as yesterday. The tine i found love, I lied, he loved, I loved as well as i lied, He loved some more. He had some friends, I became jelly. (jealous) I exploded on my heart. (my love) And told him the truth, let go of the wall. The wall of lies just became bigger, and bigger, And bigger... And told him how i Felt about his friends... I felt as if was... Flirting. The one word who can brake the bond between anything... And anybody... Flirting. He felt... Trapped. He became... Mad? And left. And i tried to die. Why? Why me? Why now? Why with him? Why did he leave? Why? You were my first love... The reason i lived. You understood me, you... And only you.