Feb 12 2013, 08:37 AM

I don't know why I fucking bother anymore!

Feb 10 2013, 09:12 AM

Everyone has a dream, it just takes courage to achieve that dream no matter what may stand in your way <3

Feb 10 2013, 09:11 AM

I wanna be like them. Standing on that stage, living life to the fullest. I wanna sing, to perform, to be famous. I won't listen to the people that tell me no or that I can't do it, because in my mind, I know I can. I don't need science or maths or P.E, I.C.T and any other subject, I just need to believe that I can get to where I dream of being. Up on that stage. I will do it because I know I can and at the end of the day, no one can hold me back or make me change my mind. I will work as hard as hell to achieve this, and wherever I go and wherever I am, whoever I'm with and whatever I'm doing, I'll remember that my idols never gave up, and look at where they are now. That's what I envy them for, they had the chance and they took it and never gave up. So one day, I will see all the haters, looking up at me whilst I'm there, on that stage, living my dream. I will get there, no matter what or who may stand in my way, and that's a promise. A promise I'm willing to make to myself, even if it means sacrificing all that I have just to keep it. <3

Feb 08 2013, 05:19 AM

Omg!! Last night was the best night ever!!! Went to see Black Veil Brides for the first time in concert for the Kerrang! Tour :D I loved it going with my baby boi and bestie <3 As well as Black Veil Brides, we deffinatly got some new favourite bands, Fearless Vampire Killers and Chiados are deffinatly my personal new faves xD <3 <3 I cant wait until I get the next chance to see BvB they were just amazinh, I mean come on, I WAS THREE METERS AWAY FROM ASHLEY PURDY AND CC :D Oh if only we had of stayed a little later for the band signing D: <3<3<3

Jan 28 2013, 10:34 AM

Haven't posted a journal in a while... guess i Haven't had much to talk about really. Well I seem to remember that last time I posted I was having a shit family issues and stuff, well I guess that all cleared up pretty well maybe coz I'm actually allowed out the house again now seeing as there's no exams to revise for. Seriously, I really do hate being kept in a house all week. Also my dad keeps messaging me since he's been told he can't see me and my sister, and to be honest its really starting to piss me off. I'm just glad I got my mum, stepdad, and all my friends to help me out with it <3 I guess when I think about it I am quite lucky to have them all, especially my gorgeous boi c: <3 <3 Crys xXoXoXx <3

Jan 22 2013, 07:57 AM

Why am I even fucking here??? I'm done with my family, they piss me off so much!!! Seriously I don't know why I even wake up everyday, I'm only gonna get more crap :'( I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore, I mean if I list all the shit I'm going through everyday, you'd get bored, I'm that annoyed and fed up... trying not to do what i used to is the hardest thing ever though... if I get through it then its a fucking miracle. I just need help and to be honest, I don't think anyone gives enough fucks to help me :( maybe I should runaway... I mean I'd do anything to stop me doing what happens in my dreams, I mean I get the same nightmare each time like its on repeat and its scaring me shitless... :'(

Jan 20 2013, 07:03 AM

Omfg!! Ok I've had it!! Rant time I mean seriously why the fuck does this girl who calls herself "our friend" think she has the right to copy everything we do??? Its getting perthetic now I mean, she's even fucking found us on YouTube and created an account?!?!??!! Also she NEVER liked the music we're into until we started talking about them, then she goes and copies us!!! Yes that's right, she never liked black veil brides until we spoke about the freaking kerrang tour we going to, like honestly wtaf?? I think tomorrow at school we ditching her, for good, the sooner the better anyway >:(

Jan 18 2013, 12:40 AM

Woo!! Its snowing!! Can't wait till I can go out and have a snowball fight with the besties xD At least the school is closed so we don't get to do any boring lessons :D Oh well, bed, hot chocolate, and a catch up with my mates for me... if you have snow then enjoy it and good luck if your travellin, stay safe <3 <3 <3

Jan 17 2013, 11:34 PM

Snow. That's all. xD <3

Jan 17 2013, 01:20 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xWK7M7BbS4&feature=youtube_gdata_player our first group video!! xD doesn't include all band members, but please watch, like and share, its funny <3 <3 <3 <3