Jan 14 2013, 01:36 AM

Ok, fine I'll admit it, I give up trying to be happy :'(

Jan 13 2013, 11:22 PM

Wanting it to snow so badlyyyyyy xD it might actually help cheer me up?? Trust me, you might or might not know, but stopping yourself from going into depression yet again is one of the hardest things ever when each day gets worse and worse... :'(

Jan 12 2013, 08:43 AM

So I'm at the hotel with the family and to be honest, I never thought I'd enjoy a hotel as much as this xD For instance, the room is huuugge!!! I love, so many mirrors, closets, and the cosiest beds xD also I'm loving the bar/are, for the one reason that you get free WiFi! And there was me thinking I'd have to go a whole weekend with no internet, ha yeah right :) So here I am sat at the bar on my iPad casually checking up on my internet, my family was with me but they went back, then I looked around and realized I was the only one in there, oh well , more drinks and WiFi for me :D Still can't wait till tonight for the show, also hopefully I'll see those cute boys again to, they only a few doors down ya know ;) Cry$tal Chao$ <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 12 2013, 02:17 AM

Soo... off to Bournemouth today with my family, don't want to but hey it was a Christmas pressie to go see this Madagascar live thingy. Also got told yesterday that my boyfriend might be moving house :'( he said hopefully it won't be any further than where he lives now, but his dad is looking for places that are at least half an hour to an hour away, I hope they don't move that far from here. Plus I'm getting more and more worried about this whole problem with not seeing my dad, I know he will go off on one and it'll feel like my fault again :'( can't a girl like me ever be happy with no worries and problems?? Anyways on a happier note, we have some videos up on YouTube of some random stuff related to our band, on my channel there's videos of the members being silky and mucking around, and on my mate megs channel there is a video on some info about the band c: so check em out or when I can I'll post some links if your interested :) Well that's it I think for now so bye guys c: Cry$tal Chao$ <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 10 2013, 07:41 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LprSPkz6jo Watch this!! xD It's two of our band members Nathan and Andy dancing to a song called £1 fish Cryt$tal Chao$ <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 09 2013, 11:31 PM

Great, so today should be fun, my parents are basically taking away my life to two weeks because of this fucking science exam they want me to revise for >:( I mean what am I supposed to do for two weeks, I know for one thing I'm not going anywhere NEAR me science nooks and shit, I'd rather fail coz I know I will fail anyway. I guess I'll be on here a lot more often, as well as instagram, twitter, all that stuff... also it might give me some time to learn some more guitar to c: Oh well I guess that's it for now... oh and about my band, check out meggymurder01 and burning routes on YouTube, we're starting to put videos up about the band and I'll be uploading some funny clips of the other band members ;) So that's it for now, until next time c: Cry$tal Chao <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 08 2013, 11:37 PM

Seriously, why can't I be kept out of things these days?!?!?? Got told yesterday that me and my sister aren't going to see my dad ever again, well not for a long long time anyway... yea Like that's gonna go down well with my dad! I just know as soon as my mum texts him I'll get a shity message from him saying all this crap about my mum and to be honest I don't need it. If they wanna argue till their hearts content, then so be it, i dont wanna get involved anymore! I mean it feels like I'm stuck in the middle of all this and that it will never end, if this causes me to go into deppresion again and shit then there's only my dad to blame :( Like, of course I wanna see him and especially my little brother, but there's my stepmum Plus I don't even like it up there anyway, but I don't wanna upset anyone and keep dealing with this till I'm 16 :c I just need help right now before its to late :'( Cry$tal Chao <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 06 2013, 03:16 PM

Argh!! school starts again tomorrow D: reeeaalllly don't wanna go back *remembers all the haters and shit* Man I was just starting to enjoy my holidays as well -.- On the upside I get to see a few more mates again, missed them all like fuck c: Yah well I reckon I'm just gonna keep a low profile around people ... yeah think I will. Especially as the lessons I got tomorrow have others that don't like me at all, thaaat should be fun, not -.- Anyways for anyone else starting school tomorrow, good luck, hope you get through your first day/week etc, and enjoy catching up with your mates you ain't seen c: Cry$al Chao$ <3 xXoXoXx

Jan 04 2013, 01:29 AM

Had the craziest 48hrs with my best mates, what would I do without them?? two sleepovers in a row, only about 4 hrs sleep and no sleep AT ALL last night/this morning xD Funny how we didnt feel tired at all though as we had the XBox on at 5am this morning singing along to megs singing games lol, such fun :D Oh well, back home well early, no one's in so I'm crashed out on the sofa writing this and listening to my one true love, music <3 !! Cry$tal Chao$ xXoXoXx <3

Jan 02 2013, 01:12 AM

I'm sorry I ain't been on for the past week, I've been to see my dad for Christmas and all I can say is I'm so fucking glad to be back! It was one of the worst stays up there I've had in a long time. I just dunno what to do now after he started shouting at all of us about keeping me and my sister for more of the holidays and critisizing us about not helping him see his daughters more :'(