Even if I say, it will be alright. Still I hear you say, you want to end your life. Now and again we try to just stay alive. Maybe we'll turn it all around, 'Cause it's not too late. It's never too late. Never too late, by Three Days Grace
Matthew
33 / Male / manchester, United Kingdom
Straight / Single
Member since:
Nov 09, 2010
Last online:
Oct 05, 2017
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About Me
Thought i would give this a bit of an update so here goes First of all if youre actually bothering too read this well done youre not like the other 90% of this site who only take people on face value. Well what can i say im just mee i dont try too be something im not, i dont act differently just too get people too like mee (if youu cant accept mee for who i am youre not worth my time nor effort) im a very honest and down too earth person who speaks there mind (if youu dont like it thats not my problem) i am also a kind and caring person too people who deserve it. I listen too most type's of music from heavy metal too classical, i dont dress too fit in with a certain genre of music either i wear clothes that i feel comfortable in mainly black jeans and band or tribal hoodies. I take a very dim view on people who lie/cheat/deceive/use other's for personal gain/hurt others i think all of these people should be thrown into a freshly erupting volcano. In my spare time i do write songs and poems and do the odd bit of drawing now and then I also own and ride a motorcycle (nsr 125rr) two stroke ripper which is called MJ (Mary Jane) there's nothing more i enjoy then getting on her and going for a blast out somewhere. My favourite colour is purple its just awesome (next too black and red) I am also a misanthropist (if youu dont know what that is look it up).
NOW READ THIS NEXT BIT VERY VERY CAREFULLY.... I am dyslexic so will often make a complete and utter mess of my spelling (unless i use a dictionary or have turned auto correct and spell checker on) I also suffer with manic depression (extremely badly at times) but i do take medication too try and keep this in check but sometimes i will be really bummed out at times (if this bothers youu then see that cross at the top right of the screen click it). I also am a self harmer (since the age of 11) so befor youu start stereotyping mee youu have absolutely no idea what i have been threw or what i am going threw so take your bulls**t hypocrisy else where (as youu are confusing mee with someone who gives a flying f**k about what youu think).
So if youu have read all that and would still like a chat drop by and say hello who knows what it may lead too, we may become the very best of friends or i may think youre a complete tool who needs shooting with a crossbow youu wont know until youu try :).
its okay for you to hate me for all the things iv done iv made a few mistakes but im not the only one
is there anybody out there? is there anyone who cares? is there anybody listening will they hear my final prayers?
Favourite Music
Bullet For My Valentine.. Old Paramore.. Slipknot.. Metallica.. Five Finger Death Punch.. Old Linken Park.. Pearl Jam.. Breaking Benjamin.. Trivium..
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Kung Fu Hustle..Ghost in the shell..Finding nemo..Death note..Scuzz tv..Corpse bride..Marley&me
i dont tend too read that often but i read fast bikes every month if that counts
Education / Occupation
priestnall high 02-07 Stockport college (health and social care level 2) graduated with diploma
Who I'd Like To Meet
Matt tuck.. Amy Lee.. Corey Taylor.. Ivan moody.. James May.. Cal Crutchlow
When youu feel so alone and empty, yet youre fighting that demon inside youu thats urging and pushing youu too self harm' and youu cant stop the voice in your head saying hurtful and degrading things too youu. how do youu cope? do youu give in and snap making them disappear for a short while or do youu just keep trying too hold them off knowing that its going to get worse?
