Jun 03 2014, 09:47 PM

Well hi its me kodie but i prefer ally, anyways i wanna just share some things with you. 1. I'm 19 as you all know that, my life been like a roller coaster and i cant seem to get off. 2. Last year i graduated from high school, was really stoked about that. 3. Since my life been like a rollercoaster id like to get off of it but yet i cant cuz the ppl i trusted ripped my heart out, so i pretty much cant feel anything. 4. i live day by day and night by night livin in fear that ill never be whole again. iv been through a lot and for once i want someone to stop and stare at me or do something to see if im okay, but yet in my world im alone all i can hear is my own voice in my head and the beating of my heart, until im no more. 5. im scared to die n be alone, not knowing if the person i like, will like me back its challenges we all face but we shouldnt have to face them alone. 6. i have insomnia where u cant sleep or u can sleep alot well im the one who cant sleep good, i go to bed n i get night terrors which scare the day lights out of me, i go to bed wondering if my dreams will kill me in my sleep. 7. i wanna be part of something idc wut it is just something so ik that i belong. last number 8. i want to be alive again, no broken hearts,no more fear.