~You're so tired, trying to rewind the mess you've made of you're own mind, but the pieces won't pick up themselves you know. You can fight, just like you've been taught, it won't undo the life you've got, cause the pieces won't pick up themselves you know.~
I filmed my first youtube video last night :D took me 5 fuckin hours to edit tht bitch x.x oh well it was worth it :D help me out guys by subscribing and requesting videos cause i dont know what i should do for my next video o.O here's the video check it out :D
So I couldn't dye my hair pink like I wanted to :[ oh well. I dyed it black instead :D it actually looks really nice so i'm happy ^.^ now all I need is a cupcake with blue frosting then i'll be complete xD
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I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for being there for me. you;ve all helped me realize that im not alone that there are others out there who feel like i do and im so happy that i can come to you guys I love you all so much and even if i may not know you too well you have a special place in my heart :) lately, ive been thinking of dying my hair yet again xD at first i was considering blonde with blue at the tips of my hair and bangs but now im thinking of going with something a bit more daring..any ideas? i'm honestly open to any suggestions the crazier and more colorful the better ^.^ <3
i dont think ive ever felt more alone in my life..its so hard not having any friends, not even being able to go to school w/o the fear of being harrassed..why must people hurt us? destroy us? make us feel so insignificant? what have we done? all we do is express the pain we feel and instead of hope and comfort all we get is more pain..im so sick of the pain..its easier to face a gunshot wound than the pain eating at my already broken heart..i just wish that there was someone who understood the pain and suffering i feel...i just feel so alone..please, can anyone please help me find a reason to live?
I fuckin hate people. It's as though everyone in this fucked up planet has no consideration of another person. I just wanna isolate myself..at least the people I already know won't hurt me. FUCK THIS GOD-FORSAKEN PLANET!!
