WHAT THE POOP
Ever seen my bf broke up with me on my birthday (i'm kinda a bit over it I think-) BOYS BEEN DRIVING ME CRAZY HELL!!!
Anyways i'm getting kinda annoyed and ik I can block them and say stop being a asshole but i'm not like that cause I care and hate breaking hearts and lusty hearts too ig. :/ but I wish guys understand that i'm not a object, i'm a human with a big heart.
idc if my pic gets them horny ( ewww ) they cant expect me to act 100% fuck girl naughty style. I care about personality more than anything.
Every time i shut them down softy and sweet they get all Cry baby on me ..well a fake one and than i'm the bad guy like wtf. besides that my week been fine, I just be doing studies and listening to music cause I have no life :D but I need more friends but I suck at doing shit really, I mean i'm shy and awkward and sometimes a lot its the death of me, of course I try not to be and be a social butterfly.
music cant help me nowjust need to get this off my chest, cant breathe inside...made a big mistake in my life.
me and my ex bf just broke up 09/06/17. i should of just told him what he meant to me but I stand there letting him walk out of my life. things just been different when people just stop talking and things starts to change.
The sad part of it all was he was the first guy i realized i fell in love him, and I saw this coming and tried to fix it before it ends.. but he just wants to be best friends now but breaking up with me on my birthday today crushed me.
cant be friends with him, I just cant, he more than just a super close best friend to me, He WAS MY EVERYTHING- im so stupid and don't know how to handle this pain inside, my first heart break, I never thought it'll end like this.
