Nov 12 2020, 10:40 AM

Untitled Hands are shaking Mind is racing I never know what to fucking do Better watch your step, kid Or you'll become another one of them Shut up, fuck up, cut up and put up Concentrate. Do you hear that? That's the sound of lies I don't know if they're mine or not My brain's a haze of reality and imagination All blended together in this plotless movie The ratings are a pile of shit Don't believe a single one Their 3D glasses are rose-coloured and they don't have a clue what it really means I'll apologise for that I apologise for everything Sorry state of mind Sorry sense of self Sorry sorry sorry existence End (me) Ebony Exorcism 6/11/20

Jun 27 2020, 11:29 AM

The fakest GO ON, STOP ME I f***ing dare you Take one step closer and you'll lose those fingers, a**hole What're you gonna do? Shoot me dead? SHOOT ME THEN KILL ME ON THE SPOT Rid yourself of me so all the other precious innocent fakers don't get the idea that they can take their masks off like I did You'll never see will you? You're all blind Maybe one day I'll go blind too But in the end, Can't hide from the truth sweetheart Ebony Exorcism 14/5/20

Jun 27 2020, 11:24 AM

The fine li(n)e Coming back to you would be easy If I reached out to you tomorrow, you'd take me right back, no receipt needed And if I'm never confident about anything else in my pathetic life; at least I knew that I often contemplate dying alone I lay awake and picture myself grinning as the deep-red life drains from my arms Because I knew that in the end if I wasn't leaving the world with you I was leaving the world with nobody They all beg me not to write these words As they place the blame on anyone they see fit It's always her fault It's always his fault It's always your fault Nobody ever thinks to blame me for my own suffering "She's such a good kid, not a hint of bad in her" They all yell their braincells out with thoughts of their fairytale rescue mission on their minds They can't save me You won't save me You never gave a sh*t When the scars fade I only make more They keep coming like the kids down at the school, walking single-file into their classrooms without a word Brainlessly: without a choice or second thought It'll never stop, but I don't care I keep pushing myself further to the edge every day, closer and closer to self destruction mode My time will be here soon The inevitable mental death approaches like a train and I'll become nothing at last: simply a vessel walking this planet with no meaning left if I ever had any at all I hate who I'm becoming, but there's no turning back now I'm crashing I'm going down in flames I won't reach out for you ever again For you always loved others and I was left to the dust Nothings going to change, people never turn themselves around Apologies are just the lie at the end of the tunnel I say f*** their lies and f*** their false halos I'll dig myself into a pit and hand you the shovel Bury me, sweetheart After all, it's because of you that I ended this way Ebony Exorcism 9/5/20