I'm a loner,
I'm a loser,
I'm a winner,
In my mind.
I'm a bad one,
I'm a good one,
I'm a sick one,
With a smile.
I can't take this,
Born to break this. Stupid Girl, by Cold
Monika
23 / Female / Enfield, United Kingdom
Straight / In a Relationship
Member since:
Nov 13, 2014
Last online:
Nov 17, 2016
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About Me
Just a socially awkward kid seen by society as strange and creepy at times, but who wants to conform. Music basically keeps me alive. I mentally over react to everything, i struggle with hiding how i feel but im a friend that will never give up on you. I have an insane side which practically possesses me as a whole so i wouldn't say im normal..never was to be honest. I like making friends online but face to face i would much rather choose Toilet Time over socializing with you. im sorry if that burst your bubble. im quite mood swingy a lot of the time and take it out on others if not myself I care for everyone and i try to see beauty in everyone/thing.
I love to write, sing, play guitar and violin, be alone ( too many people drive me crazy), drawing cartoons even though i suck im lead guitarist in Social Toxin. Being around friends and dressing alternative are the main things that bring me happiness
Favourite Music
Black veil brides(BEST BAND EVER) Falling in reverse A day to remember Bring me the horizon Pierce the veil Asking Alexandria Iron maiden Nirvana Taking back Sunday Sleeping with sirens My chemical romance Avenged sevenfold Tokio hotel Suicide silence Blood on the dance floor Alesana Soasin Simple plan Hawthorne heights Jimmy eat world Fall out boy Slipknot Evenescence A vain attempt Three days grace You me at six Green day Linkin park Black sabbath Motionless in white Motorhead Five finger death punch Rise against The strokes Social distortion We are the in crowd Andy Black Owl city
Chelsea Grin Born of Osiris. From First To Last. Silverstein. The Used. One Ok Rock. Crown the empire 12 stones
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Anime( Tokyo Ghoul, Fruit basket, aot) Youtube: Onision Johnny Guilbert Jordan Sweeto Shane Dawson Danisnotonfire Tyler Oakley Lush Bryan Stars AmazingPhil My Digital Escape + MANY MORE
Movies + shows: Suicide room Legion of the black Childplay American Horror Story Supernatural South park Family guy Disney/pixar
My favourite actor is David Sasik 3
Percy Jackson Fanfiction Harry Potter
Education / Occupation
Student at a school Well i call it hell When i grow up i want to be a poet/writer, musician, psychologist or basically Bryan Stars...the female Bryan. Not the best student academically due to my short attention span...im working on it ;) My brain was just not meant for school and mixing with horrible humans :3
Who I'd Like To Meet
Andy Biersack and Johnnie Guilbert. Any band member or youtuber i like. Maybe someone i meet on this website who knows. :) WARNING: Please excuse my innability to hold a decent conversation. I suck at explaining my thoughts. Thats were music comes in
Someone out there
Help me please
What's deep inside
Is killing me
What did i say
What have i done
To be what i have now become?
The monster inside is possesing my soul
The worlds growing demons help it grow
As it pours out my lungs
In an almighty shriek
Is this who my whole life
I've set out to be?
