Apr 06 2013, 01:23 AM

u no it's funny how u think someone is ur friend and they turn out tto be the opposite...someone u have been thru a lot with and u think u can trust only to find out that they r no different than the others..in fact they were never ur friend to begin with...they lied just like everyone else...thnx for stabbing me in the back man u rly showed me how much of a friend u rly r....

Mar 27 2013, 02:17 PM

i wish someone would tell me what im doin wrong....tell me how to fix things and make the pain go away...or make it stop for a time at least the only time i feel a slight release is when im asleep...most days i go to bed hope wishing and prayin i don't wake up...y can't i just live one day w/o pain? doesn't anyone understand y i don't want to keep going and im not just being selfish? can't anyone see the unshead tears in my eyes? doesn't anyone understand i just want it to end? no of course they don't,they can't because they r blinded by their own feelings and inability to accept the fact that there is something in their lives that they can't fix on their own....god forbid they should have to ask and accept help...god forbid i actually get to be happy for a moment...the blood runs freely down my arms but even now it doesn't take away the years of bitterness, pain, unshead tears,unuttered cries for help...nothing can take it away now...it's too late....

Mar 18 2013, 07:56 PM

Alone Again I wish someone would tell me what it is That I've done wrong. Why I have to stay closed up and Left alone so long. They seemed so glad to have me when I came here as a child. There were so many things we'd do While I was growing up. They couldn't wait to have me as a Companion and a friend. And told me how they'd never fear Being left alone again. The other children said they'd love me and play with me every day. but they'd play with me and walk me If I could only stay. But now the family "Hasn't Time"; They often say I was a pain. They do not want me in the house Not even to have a bed. The children never walk with me. They always say, "NOT NOW!" I wish that I could please them. Won't someone tell me how? All I had, you see, was love. I wish they would explain Why they said they wanted me, Then left me in pain....

Feb 14 2013, 05:57 PM

HEY Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY BUT IT OFFICIALLY SUCKS FOR ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;(

Feb 03 2013, 01:52 AM

go from not very willing to not one shred of willing...to you talk about it i will slit your fucking throat ‹zenia101› watch as the blood runs and wish it was mine, to get away from the pain would be the ultimate high ‹zenia101› you think i wont but i will...because i want the ultimate fill ‹zenia101› you think i wont but i will, because i want the ultimate fill and i want the thrill of my first kill * Zarebrz joins Help and Advice ‹Zarebrz› how is it so far? ‹zenia101› so far i have just put all the parts we said and posted them in here not in any order yet ‹Zarebrz› yeah i figured that, it is 4 a.m. where i am at can we do this again another time?...i will save the parts on a word document ‹zenia101› ok yeah thats kl i will work on it some if u want me to ‹Zarebrz› go ahead, 2 brains working on it is better than one...we will both take credit for it if we decide to let other people see it, but for now i say goodnight ‹zenia101› ok nite babe ‹Zarebrz› goodnight * Zarebrz quit ‹zenia101› i was born to tell u i love u but now im torn to do wat i must do ‹zenia101› alone at last i sit and think losing all faith in these blurring lines...with knives and pens i make this promise u wont here from me again

Jan 30 2013, 11:30 PM

GOD DAMNED MOTHERFUCKER BETTER LEAVE MY FUCKING FAMILY ALONE OR IMA FUCK U UP SO BAD U WILL BE FUCKING FARTING OUT UR GODDAMN MOUTH AND U WONT EVER TOUCH ANOTHER FUCKING GIRL AFTEER IM DONE WITH UR SORRY ASS!!!! U'LL GO GAY JUST TO KEEP ME FROM FUCKING WITH U AGAIN!! I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF U WERE KIDDING OR NOT MOTHERFUCKER THAT AIN'T SOMETHING U JOKE ABOUT! NEVER! AND IF U THINK IT'S FUNNY UR THE MOST FUCKED UP PERSON IN THIS GOD DAMNED UNIVERSE!!!! I SWEAR U FUCK WITH ME OR MY FAMILY AGAIN IT WILL BE THE LAST GOD DAMNED THING U DO ON THIS SITE B/C I WILL MAKE IT SUCH A FUCKING HELL U WILL LEAVE JUST TO GET AWAY FROM ME!!! I TOLD U FROM THE BEGINING MOTHERFUCKER NOT TO FUCK WITH ME OR MY FAMILY AND U DIDN'T LISTEN!! U CROSSED AND UNDERESTIMATED THE WRONG FUCKING BITCH!! BUT I PROMISE U WONT DO IT AGAIN!!!

Jan 29 2013, 04:44 AM

i will aalways love u plz forgive meh....i fucked it up again i no i did after i swore i wouldn't i no now that i am no different from anyone who has evdeer hurt me...i hate myself for it more and more i think about it....i love u and i always will but i can't keep doing this to u anymore....i no that all i ever do is fuck things up and everything i touch turns to shit...but always no that i love u for ever and always baby....

Jan 28 2013, 07:31 PM

had an awesome night!!:D spent a few hours hanging out with devon :D only watched a movie lol, but it was nice to hang out with an old friend again :D

Jan 27 2013, 11:26 PM

when the acid from my tears burn my face and my arms are scarred and blistered and my nearest and dearest are like knives cutting deeper and deeper and when the sun doesn't shine thru the thick haze u left behind maybe then u will see wat loving u has done to me u say ur sry,that face and smile of an angel comes out just wen u need it too. i should have known, u never did give a damn but i cried,cried for u and i no u wouldn't have told no body if i had died,died for u...and u come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore u...u will never no the pain that tears thru my blood and shreds my heart u will never no the pain i feel when the acid from my tears burn my face and my arms are scarred and blistered and my nearest and dearest are like knives cutting deeper and deeper and when the sun doesn't shine thru the thick haze u left behind maybe then u will see wat loving u has done to me i trusted u with my heart, i thought u were different but i was wrong, again. but i wont let it happen anymore. i will stop the pain & i will leave u,u arn't worth it ur the opposite of perfect it seems like this is a just a bad dream...i dont dare cry tears instead i bleed to show the pain when the acid from my tears burn my face and my arms are scarred and blistered and my nearest and dearest are like knives cutting deeper and deeper and when the sun doesn't shine thru the thick haze u left behind maybe then u will see wat loving u has done to me i sit with my head in my hands and cry feeling stupid to think that i could actually be happy then i watch asthe dead and dieing all around go to meet the reaper while im left here in missery and think damn wat i wouldn't give to have u here wat i wouldn't give to have u near then i will remember all the things u said and all the things u did how u lied to me and hurt me so bad when the acid from my tears burn my face and my arms are scarred and blistered and my nearest and dearest are like knives cutting deeper and deeper and when the sun doesn't shine thru the thick haze u left behind maybe then u will see wat loving u has done to me so right yet so wrong I wear it proudly all down my arm just like u used to with me but I no this time it will be different as i cannot get rid of the scars i can u and ur memories and i wear the scars as a reminder that sometimes love hurts instead and then i dont miss u anymore

Jan 20 2013, 09:32 PM

curiosity killed the cat the cat killed the mouse wat kills curiousity?