Nov 10 2012, 09:10 PM

ello loves!!!! i posted more pics of me and i no i dont look emo but i was bored annd in my pjs lol i will post better ones but the ones i posted r wat i look like now...plz dont laugh at them ok? love u lots!!!!!♥

Oct 31 2012, 12:29 AM

wow rly? dudes and dudettes like i said before if there is somthing wrong or ur upset at me plz come and talk to me don't do shit behind my back that just pisses me off and i am having a rly hard time right now i have lots to deal w/so like i said come to me to talk and if all ur gonna do is start drama then just stay the fuck away i rly can't deal w/that right now i am about to loose 2 very important ppl in my life and right now wat i need is friends that will biuld me up not wannabe's that will tear me down and add more drama in my life..so plz if u do have a heart and u have a problem no matter wat it is plz come and talk to me and lets settle this in a mature way...thnx for being there for me guys(u no who u r!!!) i rly appriciate it a lot!!!!luv u guys lots!!!!!!♥

Oct 20 2012, 04:58 PM

UGH FUCK!!!! OK JUST TOO SAY THIS ANYONE WHO HAS A PROBLEM W/ME OR HOW I DRESS,ACT OR LOOK NEEDS TO GET A FUCKING LIFE AND PISS OFF AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!! I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT TO DEAL WITH W/O UR FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL IMMATURE DRAMA BULLSHIT GO TAKE IT OUT ON SOMEONE WHO HAS ANY FUCKING SANITY TO FUCKING SPEAR!!!!I HAVE TO DEAL W/A LOT OF SHIT I AM ON THE FUCKING EDGE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!! WHEN U CAN COME IN AND LIVE MY LIFE W/O GOING OVER THE FUCKING EDGE THEN U CAN SOME TALK TO ME ABOUT HOW I LIVE BUT UNTIL THEN LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! AND U NO WHAT? FUCK U!!!!!! I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT U AND UR PERFECT FUCKING LIFE JUST LEAVE ME TO LIVE MY OWN IN WHAT LITTLE PEACE I HAVE!!!!!!!!

Oct 17 2012, 05:08 PM

hey guys thank you soooo much reading these comments are making me cry :') i luv you guys sooo much it means the world to me... he is doing better he actually woke up today and was talking and he sat up on the end of the bed..so he is doing better but his time left is short and i have come to understand that it will happen no matter how much i dont want it to and granted when it happens it will be hard but it wont be as hard if i would just keep denieing it so i will post again when ever i can and let u guys no how he is and i am, i just want to thank u all sooo much....and i luv u guys alot!!!

Oct 16 2012, 04:42 PM

hey guys i no i havn't been on alot l8ly but liuke i told sum of u my gpa is in the hospital and his condition is getting worse they have found a massive tumor in his right lung that may very well be cancerous...they have to put a feeding tube down him as he cannot eat or drink by himself anymore were not sure how much longer he is going to live and the doctors are telling us to hope forr the best but expect the worst so the end is near for him as for me i will continue to try to stay strong and get on here whenn i can. he will return home to die and will be as comfortable as possible but we are unsure of how much time he has left so i wont be on here very much but i will let u guys no wat happens and wen it happens i want to thank all of u guys that have been there for me through everything you guys have helped me alot. so i just wanted to let yall no wat was going on and i hope things are going better for you than for me and i luv u all lots and lots:)♥

Oct 11 2012, 09:31 PM

I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush ‘Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same wayAbout me, just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth?All I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerizedAnd I just got to know Do you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we can be, where this thing can go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?‘Cause I've tried and tried to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ayGoing away-ay-ay Has it ever crossed your mindWhen we're hanging, spending time girl?Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more? See it's a chance we've gotta take‘Cause I believe that we can make this intoSomething that will last, last forever, forever! Do you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we could be, where this thing could go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?‘Cause I've tried and tried to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ayGoing away-ay-ay Why do I keep running from the truth?All I ever think about is youYou got me hypnotized, so mesmerizedAnd I just got to know Do you ever think when you're all aloneAll that we could be, where this thing could go?Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it really just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you?Are you holding back like the way I do?‘Cause I've tried and tried to walk awayBut I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ayThis crush ain't going away-ay-ay Going awayGoing away-ay-ayGoing away-ay-ay luv u lots!!!!!!!

Oct 11 2012, 09:24 PM

today i cauught my self smiling for no reason then i realized i was thinking about you...

Oct 11 2012, 07:38 PM

"Wait For You" It started with a kiss and turned out something else. The blood coursing through my veins I think of no one else I never believed in much but I believe in this. I'm incomplete without you, I'd kill to taste your kiss. I'm lost and lonely, Scared and hiding. Blind without you. [Chorus:] When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall, I'll wait for you When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone, I'll wait for you When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I don't need a thing, I'll wait for you It's all so different now, emotions burn me out. I have a lifeless touch, this distance leaves no doubt. I fear it all too much but part of me believes. As the years pass away you made me recognize, I'm lost and lonely, Scared and hiding. Blind without you. [Chorus] Yeah... 'cause I'll wait for you... When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall, I'll wait for you When the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone, I'll wait for you When the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I don't need a thing. I know I don't need a thing. I'll wait for you. this is for you babe.....

Oct 01 2012, 11:45 PM

vanilla twillight The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you, dear 'Cause I wish you were here I'll watch the night turn light-blue But it's not the same without you Because it takes two to whisper quietly The silence isn't so bad 'Til I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly I'll find repose in new ways Though I haven't slept in two days 'Cause cold nostalgia Chills me to the bone But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night Waist-deep in thought because When I think of you I don't feel so alone I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight I'll think of you tonight When violet eyes get brighter And heavy wings grow lighter I'll taste the sky and feel alive again And I'll forget the world that I knew But I swear I won't forget you Oh, if my voice could reach Back through the past I'd whisper in your ear Oh darling, I wish you were here

Oct 01 2012, 09:26 PM

"My Happy Ending" So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be [Chorus:] You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be [Chorus] It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done [Chorus x2] [x2] Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... this is how i feel right now....not gonna say who...sure they dont even no but still......