Sep 23 2012, 12:26 PM

"Fuckin' Perfect" Made a wrong turn once or twice Dug my way out, blood and fire Bad decisions, that's alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood Miss 'No way, it's all good' It didn't slow me down. Mistaken, always second guessing Underestimated, look I'm still around Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me You're so mean when you talk About yourself. You were wrong. Change the voices in your head Make them like you instead. So complicated, Look happy, You'll make it! Filled with so much hatred Such a tired game It's enough, I've done all I could think of Chased down all my demons I've seen you do the same (Ohh ohhhhhhh) Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard And it's a waste of my time. Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)? (Yeah!) I'm Pretty, pretty, pretty Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me (You're perfect, you're perfect) Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fucking perfect. Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me.

Sep 19 2012, 09:00 PM

"My Heart Is Broken" I will wander 'til the end of time, torn away from you. I pulled away to face the pain. I close my eyes and drift away. Over the fear that I will never find A way to heal my soul. And I will wander 'til the end of time Torn away from you. My heart is broken Sweet sleep, my dark angel Deliver us from sorrow's hold (Over my heart). I can't go on living this way But I can't go back the way I came Chained to this fear that I will never find A way to heal my soul And I will wander 'til the end of time Half alive without you My heart is broken Sweet sleep, my dark angel Deliver us Change - open your eyes to the light I denied it all so long, oh so long Say goodbye, goodbye My heart is broken Release me, I can't hold on Deliver us My heart is broken Sweet sleep, my dark angel Deliver us My heart is broken Sweet sleep, my dark angel Deliver us from sorrow's hold this is jody's song. (look in forums under whats on ur mind if u doon't understand.)

Sep 19 2012, 08:18 PM

fuck my life!!!

Sep 18 2012, 12:09 AM

so here are some quotes of mine. "it takes a minute to have a crush on sum1, an hour to like sum1,a day to fall in love but iit takes a lifetime to forget sum1." "one of the hardest things to do in life is watching the person u love, love sum1 else." "we are like dominos, i fall for u and u fall for sum1 else." "juust b/c i smile doesn't mean that i'm happy cause it ttakes one smile to hide the millions of tears i cry in the night." "hold me, love me, kiss me, squeeze me, just don't leave me." "like the gun in my mouth i know ur wrong but i just can't spit u out." "she dances to the beat of breaking hearts." "a broken heart is like a broken mirror it's better to leave it broken than hurt ur self trying to put it back together." "ever since i met u boy u been runnin through my head but did u rly mean all the words u said?"

Sep 16 2012, 11:08 PM

k so today was good but now the happiness has worn of and sadness has taken place. i see my family and how happy they have been and how much they have done since i moved out and i just can't help thinkking y couldn't we be that happy when i was at home? since ii have left they got an xbox 360 kinect they done so many family functions and they seem so happy y couldn't it have been like that when i was home? y can't i be happy? don't i deeserve it? i mean yeah i'm not the most perfect person but i'm not horrible either. yet i can hardly seem to be happy but when i aam on here and i'm talking to my friends on here thats it. what am i to do?

Sep 14 2012, 09:25 PM

just watched a vid flicker of hope has on his profile that was done by one of my favorite bands it really made me stop and think and i actually started crying because thats wat i have been thinkin about all day how much i missed it. it was done by mcr it was abouot self harm yeah it's been along time i actually havn't done anything since january but there are somedays where i think how easy would it be just to go get the razor out of the bathroom and just cut one time sometimes i come so close but i always stop just the thought of my dad calling me freak i want to hate him so much but the other part is so confused i don't no wat to do.i am goin crazy.but the video made me feel really good but that doesn't takee away the urge. wat am i supossed to do.

Sep 13 2012, 04:36 PM

stuck at home again. so tired of my dad controling my life wish he weren't. the only way i am on here is cuz he don't no i wish i didn't ahave to do it like this. my dda never understands me or anythin i do it sucks royaly i don't no wat to do to make him see this is who i am and i am not changing. u can take all my black clothes away but that doesn't change me or who i am. i don't think he'll ever get it.

Sep 12 2012, 10:11 PM

just joined this is totally cool. eeven though my dad would probably freak if he new i was onn this i don't care.